Music: 'If' by Bread
1. BABY'S BREATH (GYPSOPHILIA)

I like small, white flowers.
There's nothing fanciful about them, really.
And they pale terribly against gorgeous roses, sunflowers and lilies.
Commonly used as flower fillers... to fill up the gaps in bouquets.
In other words, they are often disregarded, viewed mainly as part of the decoration to allow the prettier flowers to shine...
Sounds familiar...?
Baby's Breath holds the meaning of Innocence.
Definitely one of my favourites. And perhaps a flower I can really relate to (silly as it sounds).
Personally, I feel that they're under-appreciated.
Perhaps, just like the notion of innocence...
2.
"Even human emotions, I mean. It's as though they're represented by certain universal laws. Remember when they found the naked stars - did you read about that?"
"... Are stars with most of their gaseous atmospheres stripped away. And you know why they're revealed like that? Because of close encounters with other stars. I find something very human about that.
Don't you?"
- 'Open House' by Elizabeth Berg
"... Are stars with most of their gaseous atmospheres stripped away. And you know why they're revealed like that? Because of close encounters with other stars. I find something very human about that.
Don't you?"
- 'Open House' by Elizabeth Berg
A lovely and heartwarming novel. :)
3.
This morning started off pretty badly.
a failed attempt at defending myself.
whatever I wanted to say got stuck somewhere in my throat.
and everything came out just the way it was supposed to be.
almost mechanical, almost natural.
learned.
I wonder if I could ever, ever, ever, ever be good enough.
for the past (nearly) 20 years,
have I ever been good enough for you.
do you know I'm already trying?
can you see?
I have no idea either.
4.
it's already the last day of June.
tomorrow's yiliang's birthday.
and very soon, it'll be my sister's, and KL-san's, and Mabel's and Yihang's...
everyone's growing uuuuuuuup. :) (I'll say 'growing up' instead of 'growing old')
5. YUJA WANG
ok this is definitely worth 3 mins of your time.
'Petrushka' by Stravinsky is definitely one of the most difficult pieces ever written for piano.
and this is definitely one of the best performances of 'Petrushka' I've listened to.
look at her techniques!!!!!!!!!!! and her stamina&strength!!!!!!!
I'm completely awed by her accuracy of all those crazy jumps!
I think I'll have muscle ache just by imagining myself play that piece.
6.
Speaking of muscle ache,
now I know.
Never, ever, ever play badminton before playing piano.
I ended up caressing piano keys.
"I never had to worry about your playing not having enough power and strength"
yeah my (only) strength is my strength. (LOL. ok you know what I mean)
and till now, my right arm is still aching.
my 'Alligator Crawl' sounds like a dead alligator.
7. Sunday's performance.
I'm having like a family of butterflies in my stomach.
8.
things I found out about myself recently:
- I suck at Monopoly and I'm really more relieved to stay in Jail forever. LOL.
- I'm a daredevil when it comes to UNO stacko.
- I have little patience when it comes to electronic gadgets.
- I enjoy lying on my sofa, staring at the ceiling, listening to Vivaldi/Chopin, trying to blank out my mind.
- I enjoy green tea most, out of all teas.
- I enjoy watching films that are hard to understand.
- I like taking walks by myself to random places. (found myself at the opposite side of the canal for the first time, where all the factories & warehouses are.)
- At times, I'm very very very oblivious to the surroundings.
- I miss reading Murakami's novels.
- I enjoy listening to haunting music and songs.
- I am a real tight-lipped clam.
9.
I often imagine myself in places that are anywhere but where I am, with just the people I really want to be with, doing the things I really enjoy doing, with my mind being set free from incessant worries...
almost like utopia.
but you see, it's utopia.
10.
It's amazing that I've been blogging for nearly 6 years.
I kind of forgot it has been so long already.
10.5
I never understood why I love Baby's Breath so much.
Now I know.



























