Fruits Basket~*

Mood: Very very touched.

Music: Epilogue by Golf & Mike

I'll be there for you...

I really love this song... haha. [Although the second half of the song is in Thai and I don't understand a single thing, the first half is in Japanese. ^^;;]

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Alright. It's gonna be another short entry.

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Spent the whole morning reading Fruits Basket Book 22.

And boy am I touched...

It's probably the nth time I'm crying while reading/watching Fruits Basket.

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And this time round, no words can describe how bloody touched I was when

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SPOILERS AHEAD!!!

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the curse's FINALLY removed.

And how Tohru and Kyou embraced each other, crying. (cos Kyou didn't transform!)

The rest of the zodiac could finally FINALLY touch the member of the opposite sex.

Yuki shared a kiss with Maki. #^_^#

I was really really really touched...

But most importantly, Akito changed. ^_^

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I really hate how I have to use '~*' to separate the paragraphs.

GRRR.

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Anyway, 皆さん、しんぱいむよう、私わだいじょうぶです！^_^

[Everybody, please don't worry, I'm fine! ^_^] ---> referring to my SWOLLEN RIGHT EYE.

haha. It's still a little swollen but it's much better than yesterday. ^_^

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I realized I NEED to take a break from all those lecture notes.

They make me go @_@

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Oh. and I wish there would be a 'Fruits Basket the Movie' or something.

That would be great. (I miss my Kyou... <3)

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Everyone ought to watch the Fruits Basket anime.

Especially the last episode! (it's all dedicated to my Kyou. ^_~ but I cried at least one litre of tears watching the last epi. lol.)

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It's raining.

Ahh... so much better.

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Now I have the strength to go back and stop procrastinating.

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probably. XD

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I'll reply the tags next time.

Meanwhile, take care everybody! :D

confused...~*

A kiss which told no lie.

Mood: confused.

Music: Sayonara wa Itsumo by KANJANI8

You,

I'm sorry to keep you waiting.

You shocked me so much last night with that unexpected question.

You're a very very nice person.

You're so innocent.

The reason for hesitating is probably me and my uneasiness again.

Things that start will eventually have an end.

Sometimes you like a person too much to want anything to end.

I bet Ruzi's eyeing my blog entry with suspicion and will interrogate me again on wed. haha.

fine fine go ahead. XD

Yesterday had econs lecture.

It was fine, but Clarrisa got really restless halfway through. haha.

I won't blame her since all our stomachs were already growling.

I had the urge to grab wenshi's arm and take a bite.

After Econs we had a short lunch break.

I ate a lunch which shortened my life. *O*

sigh. then Peiyun went for her PE.

jiayou for the remaining PE sessions! ^_^

Then we went for Braille training.

It was really really interesting. haha.

(Minus away the part when the class girls typed crap using the machine -_-"" Of cos I'm not referring to the 'C loves KK' msg lor. HAHAHAHA.)

Wenshi, Chenxi, Ruzi, Joyce and I were typing a 'thank you' message to the teacher who guided us. :)

Owes Wenshi $8 (??) for the rental of CD-roms and VCDs.

But I get discount for lending her a game. ;)

-____________-"""" haha.

After school, Joyce, Siew Boon, Junxiu, Ruzi, Wenshi, Clarrisa and I went home together.

haha. had a good talk. :)

Then I was interrogated by Ruzi and Wenshi.

lol. and I dragged them both to Lot1 for a while.

Was chatting all the way. And ended up in the library, as always. haha.

Oh oh. and we found designs for the cards that would be made for our SL!

They're such amazing cards. Really really beautiful. :)

Poor Ruzi didn't get a chance to eat her fries. AWWWW. next time ba? Wed? *winks*

Then met up with Yeeyan at Westmall for dinner.

Had a really really good talk with her.

And both of us realized we get really thirsty when we go out tgt. haha we talk too much.

But it's really good to share with her, and listen to her views, her encouragement etc etc... :)

thanks babe, you always make my day. ^_^

[Music changed to 'Energy' by Kanjani8.

I LOVE THIS SONG. makes me really happy. :)]

Have you ever tried hardly sleeping for the entire night?

Slept at 1 plus am. And I was just lying there, with my eyes closed.

But my mind was wide awake. And in a whirl.

The same question just kept burning in my mind.

....... URGH!

Another thing.

I'm gonna completely STOP taking any heaty food.

I've been nosebleeding for the past few days/nights. (not consequetive nights, so don't worry. ^^;;)

And I can actually feel myself emitting heat.

Talk about being heaty.

And I'm still confused.

I'm still very very confused.

Reply to tags~*

Karen~* AHAHAHA. Atlantis Princess is difficult, isn't it?? I'm dancing to 'Sukiyanen Osaka' which is very simple. haha. And the love quotes? erm... haha tell u next time.

Nicholas~* ya lor. your face is funny. HAHAHA. no la... thanks, cement head. I just look at your message and I'm happy already. haha. XD

Kin~* ....... you're still very disgusting. haha. but thanks anyway la. ^_^

Joyce~* HAHAHA you're always like that. last time was dunno how to save, right? haha. okok you go to the left side there there should be a 'save to computer' icon. Then you press it. After that, you insert a CD-R or CD-RW den use 'NERO EXPRESS' or any other programme that can burn. Then, you press you want to burn as a data file. And you choose the file from where you saved it in the com. then TADA! :D (I miss short hair too.. lol)

Junxiu~* HAHAHA. yesh. My power is invincible. haha. XD Yup. glad the BBQ turned out good. So... another class gathering some time again? XD

Tuna~* I'm REALLY ok le. haha. when I'm not, I have this bunch of friends who will be there for me and cheer me up, right? :) AND YOU'RE SO SCANDALOUS...

Clarrie~* you like 'clarrie' so much I shall call you that. hahaha. anw, you scammed me when you were listenin to your IPOD when I thought I was SHARING MY IPOD with you! you're such a curry pok. =P

Tiffany~* yup thanks girl. :) and one last time. WHEN EXACTLY ARE YOU COMING BACK?!?!?!?!

Chinhong~* hey thanks for dropping by! :D and yup. it's one of my favourite songs as well. ^_^ oh which batch were you? Yup I take physics and Mr Sng was my lecturer for one of the topics. haha. he's not bad. My tutor is Mr Lim WC. As for your GP teacher... I'm not too sure. haha. So did you enjoy your life in AJ? ;)

Jun~* SCANDALOUS.

Stronger~*

Mood: sigh...
Music: Everything For You (Fushigi Yuugi OST)


I want to cry till the night ends.


I'm going to fail. I'm going to fail. I'm going to fail.


sigh. That's how things are in life.
why must failure always revolve around me?


Not everything has an answer to it.


The examiner, despite being a male, is being SUPER strict with me.
I can tell with the sharp and alert glances he cast on me.

oh no. doomsday has come for me.
don't worry, raphael, you'll do WAY better than I did.


It's always ALWAYS like this.
My standard drops so drastically, I feel sorry for myself.
My hands were trembling so much.
I feel totally useless.


But when the examiner said, "Turn around (i was facing the wall for aural), especially since you have such a pretty smile." and "nice meeting you, young lady."

I knew I'm doomed.


i AM doomed.

Because what he actually meant was,

"Turn around, especially since I won't be able to see you EVER AGAIN, YOU LOSER." and "GOODBYE FOREVER, YOUNG LOSER."


:(


I've let everyone down.




Let's talk about something happier.

Physics lesson was fun.
We played some games and the guys are just hilarious.


One picture shows many 'shop' and a 'u' underneath.

and the answers they gave were hilarious. I almost died laughing.

"Shop and save"

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what 'shop and save'?!?!
Where did that idea come from?! haha.


ans: Shop till you drop.


One showed a backward 2 and 1 and a black box in between.

"Black Box"
"Reverse 2 1 box"
"Boxer"
"Never wear boxers"
"3"

hahaha.



And right after that I had to go for piano exam. (SIGH)

so Wenshi, Clarrissa and I went to get the permission slip.

Clarrissa was nuts.

(we were all very nervous in the GO)
then I wanted to call out politely to a clerk, when...
Clarrissa: HELLO! (like how you say 'BROTHER!' to an old friend/waiter in coffeeshop)


haha. then we went upstairs to look for Ms Ho for her signature.

(I'm calling ext 105)
Ms Ho: Yes?
Jas: Hello, I need to get bla bla bla...
Ms Ho: ok please wait.
Jas: ok sure. *hangs up*


After quite a while,


Jas: OH NO. did she mean hold on the phone?!




anyway, today was the last day I would be able to see my classmates. (we would be thrown into various orientation groups again. sigh.)

I really hope that we can end up together again. :)


and last time I would get to see Serene and Nicholas in school.
oh boy. school would be so strange without them.
And as much as I hate admitting, I'm gonna miss the noise Nicholas creates.
Of course, I'll miss Serene a lot a lot.

Take care over there at nj! Don't forget I'm always there, even though we're in diff schs. :)


On the other hand, there's SI AUN coming over.
the destructive, noisy, hyper, thick skinned toilet bowl cover.

And JUNLIANG,
the deadly creature who stays in rubbish dumps.

haha. Reminds me a lot of 2o5'04.
The days when we used to go to sch together.
But of cos, so many things changed.


sigh.

As much as I dislike changes, I must face them.



Have you guys ever wondered why must there be tears in our lives?


I bet there're days when everyone wants to shout 'I feel like dying!!!'
Or just lock yourself up in ur room and cry.
or just try and lie to yourself that everything will ok when they're not.
or just stare into space and sigh and sigh.


why?


why must there be such days?
why can't be life be filled with ONLY happiness and nth else?


Perhaps it is to make us stronger than we are.


例えば [Tatoeba], we're stronger than a young kid who hasn't gone through any hardships.
we won't cry as easily as a young child who fell down for the first time.


indeed, over the years, we've grown stronger.


And it wasn't easy to come to today.


To be who we are today.


To continue walking on.


It's definitely not easy.




But why, then, are we still doing it?

Why not give up right now?



Because, we won't be satisfied until we see, with our own eyes, how our lives will end.



Until our lives truly end, we won't give up the hope that life will be better than yesterday.


That must be it. Yup.



Suddenly, the problem of flunking my piano exam seems so insignificant.



でも [demo][but], it's still a problem. :(


alright, for now, one of my fav anime songs of all time.
the only song which can have such a huge impact on me.
the only anime song which nearly made me cry. :)





For Fruits Basket

I was so happy, you were laughing
With a smile that melts everything away
Spring is still far away, inside the cold earth,
Waiting for the time to sprout


For instance, even if today is painful
And yesterday's wounds remain
I want to believe that I can free my heart and go on

I cannot be reborn
But I can change as I go on, so
Let's stay together always


Smile only at me and touch me with those fingers
This simple desire is everlasting

I want things to be simple
Let's finally get across this sea of mournful sorrow


For instance, even if today is painful
Someday it will become a warm memory
If you leave everything up to your heart


I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together always


For instance, even if today is painful
Someday it will become a warm memory
If you leave everything up to your heart

I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together always