Saturday, March 18, 2006
I seiously think I have split personality which might eventually lead to schizophrenia. People who watched 'A Beautiful Mind' will understand what schizophrenia is. I LOVED that show.
Ok whatever. Let's talk about smthg else.
Yesterday had a good talk with Serene. haha. I told her a lot of things about my dark and super-unhappy childhood. Well, I don't have a very good life. I have encountered many frightening things when I was very young. Even till now, there are weird occurrances happening to me.
Anyway, we had such a good talk, I left my Chem text in the toilet. -___-"" I was totally FREAKED OUT when I realized I was not holding it. Upon realization, we rushed down to KFC, where we previously were and then to the toilet. I asked the cleaner and she said she kept it. I was SO GRATEFUL! She's such a kind soul. =)And she kept smiling and was being very courteous. =) She's a WONDERFUL woman. =)
You know what? I was shocked when I looked at the calendar this morning and realized it's already Saturday. HUH? WHERE DID MY HOLIDAYS GOOOOO?????
Darn. Sch reopens next monday. It's making me feel depressed. I practically went to school everyday and for those days that I didn't have to return to sch, I was doing homework. (YES. DOING HW. IT'S SUCH A MIRACLE) URGH.
OH YES. Having a class gathering later on at Mrs Lim's house. Perhaps that's smthg to look forward to?
Anyway, came across this website. I just pick out a few points.
HOW GIRLS WASTE TIME
1. On the phone / gossiping / talking / whining
J: Alright. I'm guilty of that.
2. Makeup and accessories - hair (wearing hairbands around their necks and letting their hair flop around their eyes - I mean I don't care if your hair is in your eyes... but if you have a hairband, wear it!), bodily or other (eg pets, possessions and other people)
5. Hair (includes blowjobs on wet/dry hair and styling, playing and accessorising, rebonding, hair extensions, perming/using curlers, cutting it whenever they undergo some great emotional change / trauma)
J: LOL. nah. we HAVE to cut in, according to sch rules, unless we wanna tie 2 plaits. hmm.
6. Nails (manicure, filing, buffing, embossing, painting with horrid colours, drawing of measle-like dots)
J: nah. I'm way too lazy to do all that.
10. "Cute" stuff (real or contrived) - including dolls, origami, soft toys and fads (Tare Panda - on drugs and squashed by a steamroller, Hello Kitty - no mouth, Powerpuff Girls - sickly 'sweet' voices reminiscent of the smell of decaying flesh, Qoo drink's mascot - one ear, Disgusting Chick [Groovy Chick] stationery etc...)
J: I suck at origami. The only thing I folded was paper airplanes. It's THAT pathetic. I like Hello Kitty and Tare Panda, but not obsessed.
11. Colour coding / decorating things (esp those with obsessive compulsive disorder) - writing their names on their notes in fanciful fonts / Doodling / vandalising friends' notes with flowers etc / sparkles on handphone screens? / Squirting fabric paint on the insides of their belt/shoes/bag/lockers/files/whatever they get their hands and fabric paint on
J: I write names in fanciful fonts only when I'm really bored. haha. I doodle on others' notes sometimess. With words and weird pics, definitely not flowers. I HAD hp accessories but removed them.
11. a) Decorating their possessions endlessly with various loud, garish and distasteful patterns, getting upset at their prior work when their moods change with the movement of various heavenly bodies, then trying to cover or eradicate all traces of their previous attempts and start again
J: nah.
11. b) Drawing cute pictures (flowers, cartoons, hearts, etc...) on each other's body parts (thighs, legs, hands, arms, palms, neck, face, etc...)
J: HAHA. Yea. I do but very rarely. on the back of the hand. I get DRAWN most of the time.
12. irc/icq/M$N/chat/Friendster (so desperate NS guys can ogle at their pictures)/other internet communication
J: My Msn's down. Don't really post much photos on Friendster. Just a few la.
17. Giggling or laughing at everything and nothing / squealing (sometimes like small girls) (even over vegetables?) / yelping / screaming / shrieking (eg playing ball games - when they catch/throw the ball, when the ball comes near/almost hits them, when insects come near) / jumping up and down
J: I did scream when I was nearly hit by a ball. But I was really freaked out OK. haha.
17. a) Entering into interminable giggling fits with other girls
J: hmm.. Everyone does that sometimes, don't they?
17. b) Running around screaming - a human surround sound system
J: nah.
21. Looking in the mirror / pretending (or deluding themselves, as the case might be) that they're very sexy or chio (pretty)
J: nah.
21. a) Complaining about their body parts eg thighs are too fat, arms too big etc, when they stand in front of the mirror
J: NAH.
27. Holding hands while waving and skipping / bouncing / bounding around
J: Nah.
29. Sparkle / milky / scented pens (sometimes with weird things attached to the end) / glitter
J: NAH.
29. a) Conducting a pen parade - Laying out all their pens according to colour, brand, etc
J: hmm... did it once only. when I was really really bored.
34. Acting cute (often failing, sometimes grossing people out) eg making baby noises, pouting, posing etc
J: NAH.
39. Compulsive photo-taking / photo-sticker disorder, group shots in the toilet, more than 40 pictures from just sitting at Raffles City's Starbucks for an hour), exchanging pictures
J: haha. I take a FEW photos.
39. a) Self-taken pictures of themselves / themselves and their friends in funny poses when they're pretending that they're very pretty
J: Nope.
42. Obsessing over trivialities (and getting angry over minor perceived transgressions) / being overly sensitive or petty (eg girls having a spat amongst themselves about how they shouldn't be friends because so-and-so didn't give so-and-so a Valentine's Day present)
J: I hardly ever get angry at people.
42. a) Breaking up perfectly good friendships over some minor, trivial issue
J: Nope.
42. b) Getting pissed off if a friend's effort/gifts are not commensurate with the ones she herself puts in/gives.
J: Nope.
54. Dotting their 'i's and 'j's with hearts and circles
J: hmm... nope unless I'm writing birthday msg to frens.
55. Carrying around a surfeit of stationery - eg 30 of the funny highlighter pens with a marker on one side, and a pen on the other / owning about a million bags + pencil cases + wallets (purses) + handphone covers to match their mood/clothes/bedsheets/room color/menstrual flow and what not
J: NOPE.
65. Playing the guessing game, leading to mutual hurt, distrust and vituperation:
A: I'm pissed with you
B: What's wrong?
A: If you don't know what's wrong, I shan't tell you!
J: haha no.
82. a) Forming families with a mother, father, brother, sister, hubby, darling, maid, pet turtle, pet dog, pet cat, neighbour, sister in law and brother in law and such because they were emotionally abused as children and need a support network, where one's role is dependent on one's looks/behavior/sexual orientation. Eg dogs whine and cats are annoying
J: I used to do that but that was in the past.
93. Singing nonsensical little ditties that they make up
J: I sing songs that are not made up by me.
95. Taking neoprints of themselves and their friends in every possible factorial combination. (eg. 3 friends will take 6 neoprints to represent all the possible positions - ABC, ACB, BAC, BCA, CAB, CBA)
J: NO WAY. I'll be bankrupt by then.
116. Being passive-aggressive. "I'm not mad at you. Really. ...WTF YOU ARE SO ANNOYING OMG."
J: Sometimes? LOL.
124. Using physical appearance as a proxy for self-worth
J: NAH.
138. Buying weird toys, eg. a monkey/dog with long limbs, and claiming that they love animals while torturing the poor toys, eg. twisting, turning and binding the limbs of the dog together
J: No. I'm an animal-lover.
LOL. extracted from http://gssq.entryplug.org/writings/girl.htm
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