had flag day today.
it's just GREAT. ok, i mean ya, we should be honoured to be able to help the association of needy children and their families, but somehow the weather's a killer. haiz... and of cos all our moods just went down the drain. It plain sucked.

There were so many great people who donated notes to us. They are a really wonderful bunch of ppl. really really appreciate what they did for charity. then again, there were peeps who didn't donate, which is perfectly fine, but yet went around glaring us/dao-ing/frowning/shunning us lyk we're a bunch of freaks. I mean, honestly speaking, it's a little too much. I seriously dun mind if u guys dun donate but there's really no need to scold us and glare at us.

I noe I have no right to criticize them too much since it's their rights to do whateva they lyk but den again, we're human and we really appreciate the respect all of u give us... ya. respect is all we need. =)

Anyway, it was a pretty tiring day overall. Met the 3o8 gals at CCK den saw ivan liqian, fengyi, june they all. Den met more peeps at admiralty station and omoz everyone was there at toa payoh station so we set off together to collect the tins. den went mac to eat and filled in forms.
den split up into smaller pairs to ask for donations.
I was with Joyce.
It was funny.. ya. we walked very far. yea.. but well, nvm larh. it's worth the effort. =)
At last, I found the ideal spot. So many ppl donated! Was really really happy. =D

Help out for the sake of the needy children and families. Cliche...

Anyway, just glad we completed our task. Although we met this a little mentally unbalanced woman who waved a mop around lyk there's no tml, causing my CHICKEN RICE. yes. it makes my blood boil. My LUNCH'S GONE. I was so damn hungry and she waved the mop right in front of our faces. yea. there goes my lunch. and that scary yellow plastic bag...
Well, anyway, she was forced out of the building by the security guards.

haiz...

Den we went for lunch again. I just drank water, since I'm so freaking bankrupt. haiz... den bernice joined us and Jiayi n Fengyi went off first. den I walked with bernice and toked and crapped lor. den there was this stupid set-up by idiotic nicholas, eng ngee, bernice, serene, yeeyan n joyce. I was late for the damn piano all thanks to my watch, which was so SLOW, I didn't noe it was alr 4.10 when my watch says 4. ya, thanks a lot, watch.

Anyway, I guess, somehow, I'm startin to get my mind off the subject... which is a good thing...

Whatever it is, there's this pretty nice model of samsung phone. I plan to change my phone, since my current phone's spoiling. hmmm...

Anyway, Inuyasha ended last friday. Yes, how nice. I didn't noe and den POOF! it was gone. gone with the wind. No inuyasha. AHHH!!! whateva it is, I still haf Inuyasha Movie 3 not watched yet. Movie 1 n 4 was great. =)

And ayu's concert DVD's out. the outfits were great. shall post some pics. remember to scroll down for pics. =)

I guess I'm startin to see the sun rising...

finally...

is in movie 1 'Love that trancends across time'. kagome was in present n inuyasha in feudal era, they saw each other thru sacred tree and their love trancended across time... they could even feel each other.. the sort of love everyone longs for... 

finally saw this scene. it 

ayu's new wallpaper for panasonic. 

the other version of 'Heaven' with CD only 

ayu's new single, 'Heaven'... a very soothing song 

cool rite? the new samsung model...  

sorry peeps, if u read the entry I deleted jus now..
just feeling a little moody n well, lonely. =)

Anyway, I'll try to mix in more. sorry guys, if I appear lethargic n moody these days...
I tink too much, I guess.
Whatever will be, will be.
I sure hope this tough period will be over soon.
Can't stand the loneliness n emptiness anymore.
Still an outcast, I guess? haha...

Anyway, just take it that I'm taking a roller coaster.
A roller coaster ride that's going down down down.

Sometimes, I just feel I'm not wanted... not needed...
urgh. sorry. u noe what I mean by tinkin too much?

alrite. Anyway, the night seems to be getting longer each day.
The morning too short.

Sorry guys, again.
I'll promise to change.
I'm the sort of ppl who dun wan to look into mirrors.
Cos I noe my reflection's messed up totally.
I'm so screwed.
I feel inferior when I'm with anybody.

K.. try not to tink so much.
Sure hope someone out there understands what I mean...

The night's getting longer and longer...
I'm sleeping longer and longer....

Just back from visiting my grandma from the hospital.
haiz... well, at least her eyes are opening more now.
a relief... I must say...
anyway, spent most of the time in the foodcourt at the ground floor since grandma needed to eat.
In a way, it didn't hurt that much...

Still finding my courage back.
hmmm... sometimes when I'm alone my mind'll wander...
far away...

Anyway, back to my usual boring life,
nothing really much happened nowadays...
or izzit I'm no longer caring about what's happening?
Whateva it is, life sure sucks.

The Sept hols gonna be such a sucking one.
Serious... there's no time to do whateva things and it just plain sucks.

Anyway, these days I'm waking up later and later...
dun understand why but somehow I feel I'm gonna wake up at 7 tml... haha...

There's this financial literacy thingy tml...
and gettin back my last paper...
wont do much help to my lousy average.
This common test sucks.
My life sucks.
This whole year sucks.

Well, Whatever it is, I believe everyone should believe in miracles...
I've seen one happen so I wish... to see one happen to my grandma...

I dun understand why but I just cant put her off my mind...
Please, grandma, get well soon...
den, maybe, i mean, MAYBE, life wont suck that much... =)

I've never seen a hope so bright and touching as this... 

I tink this is probably one of the lowest point in my life...
It's probably a tough ordeal for me to pull through...
and maybe after all these end, my life's gonna change.

1. My health's worsening day after day. my left ear...
2. My luck's been going downhill...
3. My feelings and emotions are all so mixed up, it's unbearable.
4. My grandmother's admitted to hospital... she jus woke from coma.

My grandmother... I didn't expect her condition to be so bad. I was still thinking it wasn't that bad and that I can still hear her talk and smile lyk b4. but, I was wrong. She was reduced from a plump, radiant smiley grandma to skins and bones who needs to be tube-fed and can hardly open her eyes to look at us. she cant tok, her mouth's left wide open, her limbs are severely swollen... and seriously, I couldn't even recognize her when I first saw her.
It tramautised me so badly, I returned home at night and cried the whole night. She seemed to be in such great pain... still remember the times when she called my dad and toked to me and asked me if i've ate and asked me to eat more. I still remember the way she smiled at me and held my hand when I visit her...
And now... and now... she can't move, she cant tok, she can't see. She's just lying there painfully, tearfully, helplessly...

I had to cry the whole night and my tears seemed endless. It was painful for me... It was hard. That night. That night, I asked myself why am I not the one suffering. I'm willing to take her place. But then again, it's the most selfish thing I can do. I'm afraid, I'm scared of being hurt emotionally and rather not feel this pain, which is ten thousand worse than that of her...

And what's worse, my stupid aunts are arguing over what kind of funeral should be held in front of my grandmother. I was so angry. Why. Why are they doing this?! My grandmother is suffering yet all they can do is fight over such silly things.

I came to school today feeling really bad. Den I just remembered how many hours spent on crying and the tears just came to me again. It came back lyk a wave crashing over me. I can't take it. I can't accept that I have to attend TWO funerals in half a year. It's painful... It hurts so much...

Den suddenly, I feel stupid. B4 all this things, I'm still worrying about little and insignificant things. Why was I so stupid?

Still remember I was on the phone that night and I cried throughout the phone call. He understood me and didn't say anything. I just kept crying on the phone. I didn't mean to cry in front of him at all... but I was just too sad...

Thanks gals for cheering me up today and telling me lotsa things about it... thanks... and of cos, thanks to Cindy, who prayed for my grandmother... I really really appreciate all these...

And these days so many bad things happened to the ppl around me, it makes me feel worse... I'm trying to pull through. I'm trying to get over all these soon...

And of cos, thanks to my dear cousin, who listened to me cry, and the last sentence u said to me...

'To love and be loved is the sun rising on both sides. You might not noe, but in ur world, the sun rises on both sides. On the east, is the usual sun u see everyday and in the west, it's the sun created by ur loved ones. and it will continue to shine on u, even though ur loved ones left. They will always be the ones guiding u, jasmine, please remember...'

I cried so much after listening to this...

thanks cousin... I understand. I will pull through, I will make it.

Maybe in the short term there's no genuine smile from me but in the long run, I believe the rainbow will appear over the rain...

Look. Jasmine's back!
This feeling is sooo cool!
Haven been experiencing such happiness and relief in many MANY days already.
Finally. finally Common Test is O-V-E-R!
yay! So damn relieved!

Was 1000% stressed up for the past few days and felt lyk giving up.
Cos we had 2 papers for each day except A maths cos we dun take bio. =)
The last one was the worst combi and nearly drove me nuts.
It was pure History n Physics. Sheer lunacy.

Well, though I noe pretty well I'm nt gonna do well, it's over anyway and I'm happy.
Today took back chem n e maths.
urgh. almost. ALMOST shattered my good mood.
flunked e maths so horribly. Felt so stupid when I looked at my mistakes.
It's lyk, WHY DIDN'T I SEE 'SQUARE OF T'?!?! URGH.
AND WHY DIDN'T I SEE 'DIAMETER OF CIRCLE'?!
haiz. and still hadn't gotten back MCQ for chem, which is sooo OVER.

Elec geog, as always, has only 10 passes.
Eng, as always, isn't good as well.
haiz haiz.
but well, it's over anyway. so nt gonna tink so much about it.

Anyway, Miss Chian's a wonderful chem tcher. hahas.
she's really chio and cute, the way she teaches.
and she's VERY concerned bout our class n noes our weakness
well, at least, she cares about our progress and noes our main problem.
She's really sweet and nice and FUNNY!
she was saying 'I'm sad when I marked ur papers. Very sad leh. It's like... Very very sad lor.'
haha. we all laughed. and she adores writing bhind the screen. hahaha.

Anyway, we have a new English Tcher cos Ms Seah left.
well, honestly speaking, ms seah's a good tcher but too lenient so we dun listen to her.
oh well. shoulda said goodbye to her anyway.
she has somehow improved our eng. =))
The new tcher is Ms Ong, who has such a strong accent and slang, sometimes we dun understand what she's tokin about. haha.

Inuyasha's exciting. weee~
Inuyasha and Miroku were trapped in the coccoon which will melt them if they touch the cocoon and miroku's trying to save the 2 of them by settin up a barrier with his stave? wand? lols.
and kagome n inuyasha are just sooo sweet together. =D

Actually, common test nt over yet.
One last paper on Monday, CME.
haha.

Anyway, just feel very relaxed today.
Yesterday at this time I'd be rushing my physics n history.
haha.
sooooo relaxed...

Anyway, after sch today, we went to eat KFC at JEC with Cindy, Serene, Joyce, Yeeyan n Angela.
It was very funny and we all had fun.
Cindy had to go off earlier so we went JE library and chatted den went to JP.
Bought my guinea pig's treats!
Honey sticks with popcorn, nuts, oat, cereal, honey.
sounds delicious!
haha. and she lyks it so much, she plays with it. haha.
oh ya, also let it out to run to exercise after a week of isolation. =X

hahaha.
happy happy happy~

Just feel so great to b able to use com now. =D

Must cherish the happy times now b4 mon, which will be depressing cos we're gettin back our papers.

yikes.

dun wish to tink so much.

happy happy happy~

To Wee Sze:

Sure hope ur brother will lyk our small gift. And really, take care of urself. Dun worry so much. Nthg will happen. =D

To cindy:
Dun be too worried kz? She'll understand... and moreover, u tried ur best. we understand too. =D

cute~ 

pretty boa~! 

ayu n shakira at music station 

btw, the gurl on the left went thru plastic surgery to try to look lyk ayu. look alike? hmmm... 

this guinea pig is just SOOO small and adorable!! 

w00ts~! ayu's touchtyping software~! 

a 'endless sorrow' level in ayumi hamasaki's touchtyping software. soooo damn cool. 

wow. ayumi touchtyping software built according to the various PVs. this one's 'M' 

this super cool thingy is AYUMI TOUCHTYPING SOFTWARE! wow! 

this is damn cool! 

fairyland PV! wow! haha. 

ayu's new arena tour 2005 concert! ahhh! =DD 

sometimes I feel that i'm living life for the sake of living.
Maybe the common test virus has gotten into me.
I dun feel as energetic as before.
I dun feel as happy as before.

Sometimes when one thing crumbles, other things will crumble together.
My frens told me my life's lyk drama.
extreme ups and extreme downs.
Nah. I prefer my life calm.

Nightmares I've had were over.
but mayb they might come back and haunt me again.
I have to be strong.
I have to wake up.

I've dealt with so many things.
Major bad things.
Just gimme a break.
I feel so wrong.

How do u noe u truly exist?
Maybe u don't.

Just woke up this morning to find myself trying to make out what happened to me all this past 15yrs.
Maybe what happened to me 9 yrs or so ago have come back to haunt me.
I was strong then, but my life was so totally changed for me.
If a similar thing were to happen now, I wont be so strong as b4.

Death might await me when I open my door today.
U'll never know.

Inuyasha episode: Return to the place where we first met' is sad.
I feel bad for Kagome.
Stupid inuyasha just doesn't understand.

Quote from that episode:
I want you to be happy.
I want you to laugh a lot.
I don't know what I can do for you
except to stay by you side always...

-Kagome to inuyasha.

Since I'm printing my stupid geog notes from edulearn, I decided to SLACK.
this is probably my last entry for the next week cos it's Common Test.
Yes, that horrible horrible nightmare's here again.
Yet I'm here slacking.
haiz...

Listening to Saiyuki's songs 'tight rope' n 'for real' to cheer myself up.
My life's circling around studying and going bonkers.
That's precisely why I need to unwind or else I'll REALLY turn loony.

Sure hope nxt week pass quickly so tt I dun haf to endure so much misery.
Will probably end up having phobia with books when EOY exams come.

Stress level rising.
Blood pressure rising.
Temperature rising.
Pulse Rate rising.

Sure detest tests and exams.
All they do is make one nuts.

Haiz, lemme ask u a question.
what's YOUR point in living?
.
.
.
.
.
.
Live to die to live.
It's funny when u tink about it, isn't it?

Sometimes, things are just SO not fair.
Example:
When my studying mood is high, I'll probably get sick.
When my family's happy, I'm probably bankrupt.
When my studies is going up, my mood's going down.
When I'm feeling happy, my studies is probably in the toilet.

It's always ALWAYS like this.

Look. I expect this common test to be one that I wish I can flush into the toilet.
What's worse?
What can be even WORSE than that?
Me losing my darn Grade 5 theory result slip.
THAT'S WAY WORSE COS IT ONLY MEANS I'LL HAFTA RETAKE THE DAMN GRADE 5 THEORY EXAM AGAIN.
DAMN IT.
GOING TO SEARCH FOR IT ON SUNDAY DURING THEORY LESSON WHETHER OR NOT HAVE I COLLECTED MY THEORY CERT. IF NOT, THERE'S A LITTLE HOPE.

My life's in a complete mess.

And my life's SO over.

Top 5 reasons why having cousins rock:
1. They lent me Inuyasha Movie 4!!!
2. They let me watch inuyasha!!!
3. They draw portraits of AYUMI!!!
4. They watch AYUMI COMPLETE CLIP BOX!!!
5. They love what I LOVE!!!

wahaha. alrite, yesterday really rocked!
Was dreading to go to cousin's house yesterday cos was thinking it's gonna be soooo damn boring.
But it turned out great! lols.

Ok yesterday I was pestering my sista to watch Saiyuki Gensomaden (sp?) cos I'm in a Saiyuki mood. =P She was watching her Agentosoma on the com so I dragged her chair. She finally gave in cos there's no way she can watch her Agentosoma with her chair being dragged arnd the room. The mighty me. haha.

So we watched the 3rd disc together when sista suddenly reminded me that we're supposed to meet mum at Woodlands. WTH?! And it was gettin really late. So unfortunately, couldn't even get to complete ONE freakin disc of Saiyuki.

Met mum at Woodlands and bought something to eat while we took a bus to cousin's house. Was in depression cos was thinking it's super boring.

When we reached there, started eating what we bought and aunts n uncles were rushing up to my sista n me, commenting on how tall we've bcome. this sorta tickled me cos I've not grown a milimetre since the last time dey saw me at my grandma's funeral and the fact that my sister's damn short and seems to b growing shorter each day contradicts to wat they said. =P kk, i noe serene n karen are probably snickering away on wat my relatives said. YA, I NOE, U EVIL PEOPLE. hahaha.

Anyway, we jus sat there and rot and waited for yiliang to arrive. Time past lyk nobody's business and finally HE ARRIVED. I omoz fell asleep.

Was talking to Weilong, my 23 yrs old cousin den yiliang joined us in the convo. For ur info, I'm the youngest there cos yiliang's 17. Sad uh. We chatted over lotsa things and he wears contacts! he looks great. haha. No, Jas, no. Cousins cant be couple. hehehe. sure hope he's nt reading this or anything. haha.

anyway, we talked to junhong, 16, into watching inuyasha movie 4 together. He ended his game reluctantly and tried to play the disc. lols. his com is wayyyyy lagger than mine. can u imagine?! haha. If u noe how lag my com was, u wont even DARE to imagine how LAG his com was. LOLS.

So we waited and had to use the main switch to turn the entire com off b4 restartin and waiting some more and realizing that it hung so we turned off the main switch again and waited somemore. we were all laughing lyk mad den. haha. cos it's SOOOO LAG, it's SOOO FUNNY.

Finally, it worked and we had to open the disc, which took eternity and realized that the com cant play avi files so we had to install the sicking VSC player and wait somemore b4 we can FINALLY play the disc.

The movie was great. But due to the stupid sun, we cant see and had to stand to watch the movie. haha. but it was really great! Love that movie lots! And of cos, in between the com often hung and we had to wait and all. lols. But in the meanwhile, I was admiring the portraits junhong drew of ayumi. they're fantastic. =))

Missed the NDP celeb cos we were busy watchin inuyasha. haha. oh ya, we went for dinner. the 6 of us. Sista, me, Yiliang, Weilong, Junhong n Qian Ru. haha it was funny...

Den it was gettin pretty late so we went home together with my relatives and all the way yiliang, sista n me chatted non stop about lotsa things. oh ya, we promised each other to watch movie together sometime, with the other cousins. Yes we rock!!

Of Cos, I had to say goodbye to Saiyuki Reload tearfully in exchange with Inuyasha movie 4 and other anime movies~! yes yes yes!

And for ur info, a pity Jiayong, 20, wasn't there... or else we'll b forming a 'Cancer group' cos we're all Cancers except junhong and qian ru, 14, who are Aries.

Nevermind. we rock anyway. hahaha.

ayu again! 

ayu again! 

ayumi! she's pretty! 

boa! she's pretty~! 

one more thing, I just can't understand why on earth is everything I wrote aligned to the centre. lols. a total com-stuff-related-dummy. anyway, due to my extreme boredom, I've decided to blog again.

To serene: lols.. so paiseh to cause ur flu to worsen. =P ahhh. gettin really guilty. and relax, i nvr forget the pressie. haha. and look, i NEVER watched Ella Enchanted with u, ah-gong head. haha.

To peeps who went out together: Sure hope we'll have more chances to go out together cos it's sooo fun! You guys simply rock. haha. Thanks for arranging this outing thingy although not everyone was present. It was already very cool le~! hahas. thanks~!

To ppl out dere stressin over common test: haha. lac lac lac. jus look at me. the ultimate slacker. I'm still alive and kickin rite? haha. jiayou jiayou~!

To sista: k larh, i shall be nice and thank you for lettin me watch Saiyuki Reload Gunlock. One more disc to go... oh well...

To YOU: Thanks for reading my blog. haha. Always tot no one visits except my loyal frens! haha.

I'm in a superbly good mood now. sure hope nthg bad happens and shatter it.

Cherishing this good mood. =))

Okiez, I'm off to entertain Milo. hehe. or izzit the other way round? wateva. who cares? haha.

yoz peeps.
lyk my new layout?
Credit goes to... KAREN! hahahas.
k larh, I'm way too lazy to change my skin. =P

Anyway, today's National Day eve.
ain't it exciting? (I mean, look, it's HOLIDAY!)
haha.
k larh, too many things happened so shan't bother to write out details. ;)

1. Went school with Nicholas and Serene.
2. It was pouring and we waited for cab.
3. Unfortunately, by the time the queue moved an inch after 100000hrs, the rain's damn small le.
4. So we walked to school, crapping all the way.
5. Reached school and gathered with choir peeps.
6. Yuntian n Bernice scared me with their paints on their faces and hands. haha.
7. Got into positions and sang national anthem, sch song n 'my ppl my hm'.
8. Felt lyk a dork.
9. Went to gather in my class.
10.Went hall.
11.Watched A LOT of cheer performances. I mean, A LOT.
12.Sang 'Home' n 'Reach out for the skies'. (nah. I was way too sian to open my mouth to sing. hehehe.)
13.Got our national day gifts. A book n file. (um...)
14.Left my book in school and brought the file back.
15.Waited for the other peeps to meet in canteen for SWENSONS. =)
16.We went off without waiting. haha. and guess wat. we were damn slow compared to the guys. hehe.
17.Crapped all the way den reached Westmall in one piece.
18.Separated into 2 grps. The Swensons-eater n non-Swensons-eater.
19.Argued over where to sit.
20.Sat together eventually.
21.Had a hard time orderin the stuff cos accordin to the guys, their math is 'cannot make it'.
22.ernest, weixiang, peirong, angela, cindy, weina n me sharing $40 so we ordered a giant earthquake and individual courses but the smart*lightbulb lights up* me shared fries with cindy cos I noe it's gonna make me full till i puke.
23.We chose the 8 flavours. WOW. they were DAMN GOOD.
24.It tasted FANTASTIC~! haha. and we crapped lots n ernest was real funny when he used his knife to eat the ice cream, which was violently scolded by angela.
25.It was real real fun!
26.Anyway, after that, I met up with yeeyan n serene n zuhui, who, unfortunately, had to go.
27.We went to buy movie tickets. The line was 9000000000000km long. no kidding. and the seats for 'Charlie Choc factory' were separated! *GASPS* and the ppl bhind are on the verge of screamin alr. so last min, we agreed on '7 swords' and bought 2gether with nic, ernest n weixiang.
28.Sank into total depression.
29.Wandered arnd Westmall and settled in lib to tok. had fun. haha.
30.den we decided we had to get off our butts to go to the cinema cos we're near being late. haha.
31.Met up with the guys den went in 2gether.
32.The show started.

Alright, seriously, I felt lyk dozing off cos it was so so so boring in front. seriously, there weren't any exciting parts in front. it was only the middle when the 7 ppl gather 2gether to see the sunrise. it was very nice. den dey fought tat sick pervert and rescued the korean girl n lotsa things happened. but well, it ended happily except the korean girl died n the poor wat's-her-name omoz went loony. ya. but it was pretty nice plot. I lyked it when the 7 ppl joined forces with the 7 swords to fight those pervertic peeps. and the girls in the show are very pretty! except the evil girl, who looked lyk... she looked lyk... a real sick brained wif gory make up n half her hair shaved.

33.Anyway, the show ended and we met with the guys and went home together.

End of story.

A fun day. =) 3o8 really Rocks.

Anyway, it was pretty amusing to find that 7 ppl went to watch the 7 swords. haha.

If I were a character in the show, I'd prefer to be the girl who had the sword that moved. haha. I tink the sword's super cool! haha.

kk. keep scrolling. uploaded some pics of seven swords. haha.

cool~! 

chio rite? haha. 

the chio bu in the show! haha. she super chio lor. 

my fav scene. haha. 

leon lai close up. haha. 

an official poster 

another scene 

yeaps the 7 of them with their swords. 

lolz. 

the main character in the movie. the cool girl the the cool sword. haha. 

Boa's songs rock! (nt sayin to please karen =P)
Listenin to her 'Listen to my heart' album.
sooo damn nice lor~
I lyk 'The meaning of peace', 'Nothing's gonna change my love', 'Listen to my heart', 'Amazing Kiss', 'ID: Peace B', 'Kimochi wa tsutawaru', 'Every Heart' etc.
Love her songs man. =)

Watched a few live performances by her.
nice nice~
K, I'm going BoA crazy now.
But that doesn't mean Ayu doesn't rock kz? =D

Anyway, received news this afternoon.
Yihang's the new dance chairman.
it's confirmed already.
Does that spell the beginnin of my misery from all the teasing?
*groans*

Another thing, we had our class pics taken on thurs. (or was it yest?)
lols. YES! I'm NOT standing in the first row! Finally.
alright, I noe I'm only 160cm SHORT but still prefer deceiving myself that I'm tall enough to stand at the third row to admitting I'm SHORT. =P
The fun shots taken at the library were really funny.
It was the first time I had class photo taken seated on a sofa. haha!
It was funny. haha.

Our photo's gonna appear in sch mag at the end of the yr.
great. I can't wait to see!
Wonder if it'll turn out as bad as last yr's?
yea. I suck in the class photos.

Looking forward to Mon. =)
Why?

1. Gonna spoil myself with the free earthquakes! I earned it with my lousy acting skills anw. =P
2. No studying!
3. National Day celebration! (ok larh. no studies can le. =))
4. Choir's performing. (nt sure if it's worth lookin forward to.)
5. Half day! (den we can go eat EARTHQUAKES!!!)

tues n wed are hols!
oh man. I love love love national day!

Still tinkin if I shld go over to my cousin's hse.
they're havin a karaoke session. -___-'''
naturally, I'm NOT singing.
But, on the other hand, I get to meet yiliang, weilong, qian ru n junhong!
Yes yes yes!
Can borrow inuyasha, ayumi!
but still pretty sian over there.
and yiliang is still unsure about going, lyk me.
yikes.
imagine going there without him.
I might as well slp at home.

K larh, gettin really bored at home.
so just blog for the sake of killing time.

Anyway,

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO BERNICE~!~!~!~!

Take Care lotS n BeSt WiSheS~! =D

btw, 1hr 30 mins to the end of today.

wish tml will never come cos tere's the horrible horrible theory. *freaks out*

nonono. if tml never come, mon will never come and my EARTHQUAKE will never come!

*gasps!* that's worse than a nightmare!

jus finished watchin inuyasha.
was a great episode except kagome n inuyasha fought again.
lolz.
and kouga's pretty nice and all, since he rescued kagome. =)

Anyway, i tink my sista's damn cool
cos she bought 'Saiyuki Reload Gunlock'!!!!!!
Yes, u didn't hear wrongly.
she bought 'Saiyuki Reload GUNLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
gosh!!! She rocks my world.

anyway, since I dun feel lyk practising my piano, I shall slack. =)

Top 5 bad things about me:

1. I'm lazy beyond belief. serious. no kidding. my frens will noe wat I mean. I do last min work. yea yea yea, I noe it's bad but... I can't help it! =P

2. I'm pretty stupid, or gullible, whateva u call it. haha. yes. I can believe every single thing you say. well, not everything la. but ya. hahaha. can't help it as well. hahas (:

3. I totally suck at making origami or anything to do with workin with hands. yes. I still can't figure out how to make paper stars. lols. but hey! I noe how to fold paper aeroplanes k? haha.

4. I'm an idiot when it comes to chem. haha. I mean it. Acid, bases, salts, calculations, mole... bleahs.

5. I get nervous easily. I can't perform in front of an audience. I'll just freak out and well, freak out. and this sucks.

6. I'm pessimistic. lols. serious pessimism. trust me, all my frens can't stand my pessimistic genes. oh well... =P

lols. k larh.

I feel so lame.

bye. I'm off to practise piano!

yoz ppl. =)
very very very sorry cos I wont b using MSN for the time being.
yeah. it's screwed up.
and I'm gettin really frustrated at it. *blood boils*

anyway, choir will b performing 'My ppl, my home' on nxt mon.
zzzz.
honestly, i tink that song's super old and ancient.
I've started listening to it since... forever.
and it's gettin really boring.
really prefer to sing 'reach out for the skies'.
it's sooo much more cool than my ppl my home.
but well, not sure who insisted on singing this song.
oh well...

bad news.
my class didn't get into cheer com finals. =(
actually it doesnt matter much
since all of us noe that we've done our best. =))
Noe smthg?
I tink 3o8 really rocks lorh.
i esp lyk the part when ivan initiated the 'hand piling' thingy and all of us jus shouted '3o8' damn loud larh!
I could really feel the 3o8 spirit.
it was great! =DD
and our cheers super funny.
well, u haf to listen to noe what i mean. =)

YAY!!
Mon we'll b having free earthquakes at swensons~!
oh yes!
the 3o8 spirit.
lols.

somehow, I feel that admist the quarrels, the misunderstandings,
there's happiness.
It's kinda weird.
We dun interact, but yet this spirit jus bonds us together.
Unity, I guess. =D
Somehow, we got to noe each other better.
When I first stepped in class, I was lyk totally unfamiliar with everyone except my clique, of cos.
But slowly, we got to noe each other.
the girls jus rock. =D
And slowly, we're gettin to noe the guys as well.
I believe by nxt yr, our class's gonna be soooo damn united. =D

Since nxt yr will b the last yr we're together,
sure hope we'll cherish the times we have together.
and our class is very unique.
everyone from our class is very unique and tt's what makes our class special.
everyone's important and rock damn lots.

k larh. shall stop blabberin about my class le.
anyway, finished watchin the previous 2 episodes of inuyasha.
it's very exciting lor.
and he turned human again on wed's episode.
pretty handsome. =)
he turned demon again for yest's episode.

anyway, common test comin le.
so everyone jus jiayou for it kkz?
we can do it~!

when she performed 'audience' 

=) 

she looks cute here. the making of 'Dearest' PV. 

oh man. this sucks. tt girl inu's hugging is kikyo. =( 

ayumi~~!!=D 

=) 

nice~! 

coool~! 

heex.
tml's the long-awaited (um...) cheer com!
ok larh. jus do our best ba. =)

these days lots of things happened.
thanks pals, for always being there for me.
Now that I noe I'm not alone,
I'm not afraid.
I'm not going to give in.
I'm not going to admit defeat.
But seriously, I dun lyk wasting my time on things liddat.
Believe or not is up to u.
I've had enough.

Anyway, ppl are 2-faced.
some are more than 2.
there're times when ppl are hypocritical.
jus get it over with.
i cun care less.

there's inuyasha tonight!
something to look forward to, at least. =)

Common test's comin.
my my my.
somehow my brain ain't working.
not in the mood to work.

had a LONG assembly.
i mean, LONG.

Just received a relay msg frm eng ngee.
haha. so funny lor.
the math shit. lolz!

at least eng ngee's efficient today. =)

anyway, seemed to lose my will to study these days.
haf to buck up a little.
can't go on wastin my time away.

anw, guess WHAT.
my piano tcher must've crossed her wires somewhere cos she's puttin me n a poor girl on stage for the end of yr grand concert of my piano sch at victoria concert hall to perform duet.

alright, let's face it.
ppl are gonna queue for refunds.

argh.
Life stinks.

=) 

a sad kagome 

cute pair~! yay! =) 

he's handsome! Sesshomaru!! =D 

sango again. haha 

sango~! she's sooo cool larh! 

sessy. haha. 

kagome!! she rocks man! 

naraku! the baddddd guy.  

miroku the pervertic monk.  

kagura the wind soccerress(sp?) n kanna. the eeeevil. 

kikyo~! she very pretty rite? =) 

kouga close up!