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jus finished watching yesterday's episode of inuyasha
pretty cool... except poor inu's tetsusaiga's broken by this stupid demon
and he transformed into a full demon.
how cool is tt?
ok larh.. but i prefer the half demon.
cos full demons' eyes are red.
yikes.
and somehow feel sad for kagome.
i mean, she's so worried about inuyasha but all inuyasha cares is to look for kikyo.haiz...

anyway now ending song is 'Dearest'! sooo cool!
haha.

Actually nt supposed to be here.
supposed to be pounding away on my piano.
yea.. later gt piano lesson.
sorta reminded me of how badly i screwed my exam.

had choir yesterday.
finally got the gist of sectionals.
sorry... so inexperienced in these kinda of things.
anyway, jus wanna thank everyone for listenin to me durin sectionals.
choir just rock. =)

Anyway I really lyk the four negro spirituals.
very nice song!
hahaha..

currently listenin to Boa's songs.
heard amazing kiss, every heart and lots more.

I really adore ayu's 'Fairyland' PV
cos the song really rock. =D

Anyway, common test coming soon le.
so sianzzzz!
haiz...

Anyway, was just wonderin if nicholas forgot about his Saiyuki book 7's wif me?
cos he didn't ask me for it and it has been with me for nearly a week le. lols.
oh ya. nearly gt killed by him yesterday cos i put his lock in his locker.
so funny... =P

Raining very heavily now.. pouring.
reminds of me the things that happened recently.
well... pretty sickening...
Dun understand why...

hmmm...
MSN killin me.
it jus dun work. zzzzz.

anyway, life's been pretty boring.
sch's boring as well..
except me beating liqian?
ms khoo actually told me to box him more.
haha.
Mrs Lim oso told me tt b4. mus beat to wake him up.
ok. i shall. =P

ok larh.. dreading that day...
u noe what i mean...

inu n kagome~! 

awwww... 

human inuyasha with kouga (wolf demon who loves kagome) and kagura (wind sorceress(sp?)) and sango n miroku. 

compare. half demon looks better or human looks better? haha. 

human inuyasha. haha. 

sessy!!!  

look. tt black haired guy is inuyasha in human form! =D 

inuyasha group photo! 

'Dearest'!!! somehow felt i sent this b4. but who cares?! it's 'Inuyasha''s ending song now!!!! lolx 

weee! 'I am... 

memorial address! 

ta-da! 'Step you' PV! 

inuyasha n kagome! 

Every cloud has a silver lining.
I finally understood the real meaning behind it today... cos I saw it with my own eyes.
Mayb nt really silver but ya.. It jus reminded me of the saying. =)

Miracles DO happen, dun tink it's impossible.
serious... I jus experienced a miracle today.
Somehow, not every miracle is positive.

Had a trip to NEWater plant today.
Nothing much except watch videos.
"FANTASTIC!" (quote frm Wave aka Melody)
Poor Eng Ngee. haha
he's officially known as the guy who's oso those microfilter stuff and bacteria?
LOLX!

Had history test today as well.
after much memorizing from last night, I still tink I'm sooo dead.
Failure? haiz.

Today sucks.
Dunno why but it sucks.

Somehow everything which is supposed to be good turns bad...
There's really nothing we can do...
Life's tough.

Tml's gonna be so sian.
Oh ya, still gt chinese compo haven do.
No mood and worse still, no paper.

Got back eng paper today. erms...
passed larh, so nt so bad.
weird cos my summary gt pretty high and the questions were horrible.

Having a bad feeling about smthg...
feel that something bad's gonna happen...
dunno larh.. but jus feel empty..
lyk there's nthg to live for and look forward to...
no fun, no happiness, nthg..
only emptiness.

Anyway, watched inuyasha.
Miroku's super pervert cos he asked a 11 yr old girl to bear his child.
lolz.
and kanna has this mirror.
i tink she looks eerie..

hey PEOPLE, remember to watch inuyasha tonight!
cos tonight's episode's ending song is Ayumi's 'DEAREST'!!!
so must watch must watch! =D

anyway, keep scrollin to see pics i uploaded.

Jus wanna say, keep on believing and miracles will happen...

=D 

smthg wrong with her left eye?? haha. 

she looks super pretty here!  

look at the phone!! =D 

yay ayu rocks! 

she looks super cool! 

ayu making up~! 

ayu~! 

ayu's photobook pics 

evolution~! 

ohh musical over le.
suddenly feel very empty.
For the past few days, we were busy rehearsin and memorizing script.
Den suddenly, it's all over. =S
Feelin hard to describe.
Overall I think we did our best le so no regrets.
but cos a lot of last min stuff so ya...
But I'm really really grateful to everyone who helped in one way or another.
Sincerely.
And of cos we got to noe one another better through the musical.
We oso learnt to cooperate and of cos work hard together.
Yeps, jus unknowingly got closer.. haha.
Tml we'll noe the results. =)

Anything special to look forward to tml?
oh ya... making IC. zzz.

Mannnnn!!! Thurs got history test. grrr
and I'm nt plannin to study yet.
so sian lor.
The thought of studying makes me sleeeeeeep.

Guess wont be touching piano for quite some time.
Need to rest my hands after so many hrs of exhausting practices. (LOL.)

back to musical.
seriously, I tink we're fantastic cos almost all of us forgot our lines and we jus tot of something to say or sing impromptu.
haha.
Nicholas n I completely lost it at the beginnin cos the music was way too fast.
So I ended up singing one verse and changed the lyrics cos i FORGOT.
lols.
ok larh. tt's wat i call creativity and quick witted.
yay to 3o8!

I'm a slack blogger. =P
So no surprise if you see me update once a month?
lolx.
ok larh.
Not much mood to describe out everything so gonna list out everything. =)

Yesterday:
1. Went theory. It was so sian, I nearly slept the whole lesson away.
2. Met Serene at JEC and ate lunch at LJS. yummy.
3. Went library to find yeeyan n joyce.
4. They were doin maths proj and Nicholas was there. Must have stepped on dog shit earlier on.
5. Slacked in the library and waited for yeeyan to finish proj.
6. Borrowed Saiyuki Book 7 from Nicholas. (ok la, he's not TOO bad after all)
7. Went arcade and played. Sooo damn fun!
8. I adore the music machine. was sooo cute! the dance was fun too. but very luan. haha.
9. Went home cos had to go grandma's house.
10.Went home changed and waited for mum dey all to get ready.
11.Was pretty sian so sat there chit chatted with sista and watched tv.
12.The food was nice, though. heehee.
13.Went home prac piano lyk possessed.
14.Oh ya, my right ear was blocked. completely cant hear. tot i was going deaf. sooo damn freaked larh! But today ok le. =P

Today:
1. Woke up at 8. ssshhh.
2. Prac piano continuously.
3. Super nervous.
4. Packed bag for sch and wore skirt and shirt to piano sch.
5. Took the exam lo.
6. Argh. Screwed Aural up completely. Screwed F# major as well. *sobs*
7. Got drenched in the rain while walkin to sch.
8. Waited at empty class for them to come to geog class.
9. Took test. Another failure?
10.Went for lunch.
11.Had maths.
12.Stayed back for rehearsal.
13.Was pretty funny but well, everything was not bad. everyone cooperated well.
14.The box is the major prob. hmm.. mayb i shld take up yoga class? lols.
15.Cindy, Nicholas, Ernest and I stayed back after they all left to run through the lines one last time.
16.Cant memorize! lolx. none of us could.
17.Lompang Ernest's car and went Clementi central to buy cloth and tiara.
18.Went home with Nicholas and Cindy.
19.Reached home pretty late and tired.
20.Feel lyk SLEEPING!

hahaz. kkz. gonna have to pia my lines later on. STRESSED SIA... Please, grant me a good memory. I need it badly to memorize the script!

Oh ya, gonna warm up my voice to sing. yea. it's a musical, people.

Angela called to inform me we're gonna dance tml and high possibility Ernest and me gonna waltz. gosh. Afraid later trip my own leg lor. And a mass dance!

lolz. ok. gettin the nerves le.

calm down Jas... u jus need to storm into the stage and be natural.
Ya... relax....

okiez. to suit my inuyasha mood, I've decided to change the background music to
ayumi's 'Dearest', the 3rd ending theme song of inuyasha from episode 42 onwards.

An all time fav song by many ayu fans and inuyasha fans. =)

Hope you like it! ;)

My gosh.
Inuyasha rocks sooo much larh k?! =D
Just finished watching episode 40.
It's fantastic!
Really think everyone should watch since it's so damn super nice!

Yay!
From episode 42 onwards the ending song is changed to 'Dearest' by ayumi!!!
*screams!*
haha. rocks totally.

ok, anyway, spent 30mins yesterday in the actual examination studio.
gosh. it's really huge n scary...
the piano is polished till so damn shiny.
Haiz.
Count down 2 days to the dreadful piano exam.
wish me luck.
sigh...

Took the IC photo.
So DAMN UGLY LARH!!!
yikes.
I shall NOT show my ic to anyone from now on.
*weeps*

Another bad news.
I ended up being the princess in the musical again.
angela was very funny, cos she was lyk saying 'I've got to catch some shut-eye' everywhere she goes. (note: she got the role of the queen)
and seriously, I CAN'T act. ltr lian lei them...
Actual audition on nxt tues.

piano later on.
My last lesson before exam. *takes a deep breath to calm myself down.*

looks lyk it's gonna rain. again.
hmmm...
wondering how am I gonna survive the next week?

Upcomin events:
Today: Piano lesson
Tml: Theory lesson
Mon: Piano exam and rehearsal and geog test which I'm gonna miss.
Tues: Audition
Wed: Make IC n INUYASHA!!!
Thurs: History test and learnin journey to NEWater thingy. INUYASHA!!!
Fri: Maybe a retest? and choir prac. INUYASHA!!!
Sat: Piano. (?? or izzit a fifth week? =))
Sun: theory. zzzzzzz.

so many things happening! and worst of all is the damn piano exam.
I'm gonna die so horribly.

Life's bad bad bad.

ahh. it's raining le.

anw, I tink Inuyasha's bro, Sesshomaru (better known as Sessy to the fans), is realli cool. Esp his sacred fluffy. haha. Junliang's crazy over sessy. lols.
But honestly, I prefer Inu since he jus sorta reminds me of Kyou frm Furuba. lols.
And I definitely prefer Kagome to Kikyo. =D
She's esp cool when she uses her sacred arrow. =D

alrite, enuff of gettin crazy over inuyasha.

Watched to ayumi's new PV 'Alterna' and it really scared me.
Holy crap, it's the freakiest PV I've seen. and it's defintely more freaky than 'Ourselves'.
how bad is that? 'Ourselves' sorta scarred me for life but THIS is sooo much scarier la!
those evil looking clowns and ayumi being a puppet manipulated by those strings and robot freaked me out totally. (note: ayu as robot was called 'Singing machine' in PV n it's really freaky cos ayu has NO expresson at all.)
And there's this ayumi bleached white in a white room and with evil clowns poking their heads from the ground. Freaky stuff.
The whole song IS freaky and the PV makes it FREAKIER.

Very diff from Fairyland.

Shall post the screencaps of 'Alterna'.

Yesh. keep scrolling!

last 2 scenes. yikes. yes. her body's multilated and yet she continues singing! eeeeks. 

seriously. the 2nd box freaked me out the most and the fourth box is the most normal.  

the next few scenes. oh man. jus look at the third box.  

this first few scenes of 'Alterna'. oooh. look at those lashes!  

okiez. suddenly gt an urge to blog.
but there's nothing to blog about. =P
ok I'm pretty crappy now.
I'm in a crappy and crabby mood now.
zzz.
all thanks to the maths proj due tml.
haiz.
Yes, I'm gonna jiayou to finish the proj.
my goal for the day.

Oh ya, there's still an English compo waiting for me to complete.
Think I'll redo the whole thing cos I'm stuck.
and a sudden geog test.
my.
no one informed us at all lor!
we had to find out by ourselves.
what crap is this?

I'm in no mood to study for tests at all.
so damn sian.

Sometimes you jus feel that living is meaningless when there's this ridiculous pile of things thrown at your face.
You understand what I mean rite?
When you feel really tired and yet there's so many things to do.

Had a crappy chinese test today.
geez.
compre 70 marks slapped right in my face.
yea, thanks a lot.

Printed out some pics to put on my maths proj.
So just find a bit of time to slack b4 proceeding to complete that horrible compo.

Listenin to Hitomi's 'I am...'
a very nice and cheery song.

Anyway, life's tiring and it sucks pretty much.
Nah. not being emotional.
Just stating facts.

To serene:
Really sorry for having to go home early cos I'm feelin rather insecure about the darn maths project... ya... I noe I'm being selfish or mean or anything u call that... Haiz. there's no way to make up for it except to perhaps be more sensitive in future? Yea... I understand y u feel so frustrated and all but well... sure hope that lame '19001126888 joke' cheered u up? haha. ok lah, shant be mushy or anything but well, rmb, I'm insensitive so dun take my actions too seriously. noe y? Cos I'm Jasmine the ultra lame n gong. haha. kkz. hope tt made u smile. =)

Alright, gotta get my butt off the chair to do tt eeeeeks compo.
Wish me luck.
Sure hope I wont die halfway while doing it.

a little tiny but ya. anw, for ur info, sanzo = Tang san zang, goku = Sun Wukong, Hakkai= Zhu Ba Jie n Gojyo = Sha Seng. u noe? the journey to the west characters? haha. so shuai! =D  

a close up on sanzo, my fav! haha.  

a few scenes of the anime series.  

so nice looking!  

ahh. all so handsome! ok, dun b deceived by tis pic, it's really a FUNNY show. luffed till stomachache. haha.  

ayumi in hawaii!  

a younger ayumi. b4 she bcame a singer. look. she didnt do surgery. she looks the same.  

ayumi recently in magazine!  

ayumi again! in 'Duty'!  

ayumi anime style in her pv 'Step you'. so pretty! 

Ayumi 

ayumi!! 

ayumi in magazine! gorgeous!  

my fav sanzo at top left corner, goku in top right, gojyo at bottom left and hakkai at bottom right. Saiyuki Reload rocks! 

Ok, special thanks to...
Siong Aik! For that very cute baby bugs bunny stuff toy. haha. it's really cute. =D Thanks lots!

Cindy! For that adorable bear in blue raincoat currently hanging on my pencil case and that very inspiring bookmark. =D I love them!!! haha.

Ok, back to my misery.
Look, life's unfair.
It has never been fair.
Cos I've gotta finish that darn maths project all by myself!
Alrite, I wont blame kaisheng since he helped me do the graphs and bought the paper.
But what about KJ and IG?
urgh. the 2 ultimate slackers aka crappers. lol.
alrite, I shall be nice and let the 2 of you present. =D
haha. I'm super evil.

Went shopping with sista.
I swear I'll try not to go out with her EVER AGAIN.
she takes her own sweeeeet time to saunter arnd the whole of the place
while I follow her, with my legs aching horribly.
jeez.
She walks lyk a robot!
on and on and on and on.
HMPH. the things I'm willing to do for my SUPER NICE N BIG Inuyasha poster!
Ya, she bribed me with it.

But I got it anyway! *screams*
It's now on my wall in my room.
weee!

Today there were 2 exchange students from China.
They joined us for lessons and will be joining us till... hmmm... dunno when.

ok. nothing special happened during lessons except we had A Maths test.
FINALLY.
After postponing for nearly a month (?!) already.

Played with Milo just now.
She recognizes me! *beams*
and will rush up to the front and wheeeek! at me.
aww.. very lovely.

Anyway, noe smthg?
I hate those wolves in sheep clothing.
you noe who I'm referring to.
so downright disgusting.
and they dun even realize it.

Si Aun ate up my precious sushi.
my lunch.
he's one evil biohazard.

Saiyuki Reload RocKs!

oh shit.
why cant the pic jus appear? oh man..
Shall show u guys Saiyuki pics nxt time round.
Btw, my fav character is Sanzo.
although he's cool, uses a gun, dao, he's handsome. he has a kind heart hidden.
kkz.
shall end here.

*hurries off to watch TV!!!*

currently listening to 'wo nui' aka 'snail' by jay.
It touches me.
a very meaningful song about determination and dreams.

tml there's A maths test and Chinese test is on this thurs.
It makes me feel sleepy...

hmm... sometimes i think I'm pretty useless.
yes, there I go again.
You see, I'm born pessimistic and moody.
That's me and I hate it.

I oways tell ppl around me to be cheerful and look at the bright side of life.
Yet, ironically, that's something I can never do.
An obstacle in my life.

I force myself to do certain things and not do other things.
When I realize I'm doing the wrong thing, I'll reprimand myself and force myself to do it correctly.
That's when I feel so miserable.
I feel lyk knocking my head against the wall.
I hate it. I hate all these.
They call this as trying to be a 'perfectionist'.
The thing is, I'm definitely not perfect and not trying to be, either.

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE:

Being nice vs Hypocritical.

Being stupid vs Innocent.

haiz...
what's the diff?

I'm tired.
I'm seriously tired of all these.

I want to live my life simply.
I want to be brave enough to embrace all my frens.
I want to be brave enough to love.
I want to be brave enough to smile and laugh everyday.

Amidst all these sufferings, there'll always be something worth embracing.
I know who and what they are.

Love, honesty, truth, hope, happiness, kindness, care.
I want to embrace them.
With an open heart.

It doesn't matter what happens in the end.
It's the journey that matters more.

Rain leads to rainbow eventually.
A simple logic.
A difficult acceptance.

Yes.
I wish I can walk on bravely.
With love on one hand, hope on the other, frens and family next to me,
I'm not afraid.
Anymore.

That's my most sincere wish.

okiez. shall talk about Nan Hua 88th anniversary another time. =)
Nan Hua is officially an autonomous sch from yr 2006 onwards.
w00ts~ pretty cool rite?

ok, chop chop.
straight to the point.
look at my entry title?
yeaps, continuation of my thank list. =D

Special thanks to...(drumroll...):

Xinfang and xueli and Liza!!! for your wonderful gift!!! =D thanks sooo much!!!

Eunice, Eugenia and Jew Ee for the fantastic gifts oso!!! they rockkk!!! wheee! Really luv you guys!!! =D=D

Weina!!! those ayumi stickers and fragrance sticks really rock lor!! Soooo cool! hahaha. thankiew thankiew thankiew!! =DD

Pei Rong!!! for you very sweet letter. hahaha. Rocks rocks rocks! =D

My CHOIR CLIQUE!!!
wow!!! you guys are really really fantastic! really gave me a huge surprise when zoumei, bernice and yuntian turned up. =D A birthday to remember forever! And those cards and 'kisses' from you guys! ahhh! soo sweet. I was really really touched!
Zoumei acts sooo well larh! hahaha. and u guys are just tooooo sweeet. beyond words. =DDDD

Last but DEFINITELY not least,
SERENE!!!!!
I really really really love your hand-made bag! it's just soooo cool! Ahh! I love serene soooo much! You are reallllllliiiiiiiiiiii sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!!!! *muacks!!*
=D=D=D

Thanks to dear cousin Weilong, huishan, siong aik, weicheng, raphael (again!) and karen! for smsing me to wish me happy birthday! wheeee! thanks thanks thanks!!! =D
Note: Raphael was the last person to wish me happy birthday at 11.59pm. haha.

Thanks to Lao Mou Zu Hui for writing such a sweet testimonial to wish me happy birthday! yayyyy! I love Mou! =DD

Thanks Huishan (again!), Shu Xuan, Peiyu, Fengyi, bee hwee and other choir girls for wishing me happy birthday and singing the birthday song and embarrassing me so badly. hahaha. I love CHOIR!

hehehehez!

Really, I dunno what to say to all of you.
It's more than words.. seriously...
All of your little actions touched me lots.
I can't do anything here.
I'm not noble or anything.
So all I can do here is to thank you from the bottom of my heart.
You guys made my day.
I'll remember you guys forever for all the little things you did for me.
and of cos, I'll wish you happiness from the bottom of my heart for all of you.
My last birthday wish---> Everyone around me to be happy.

So can't you help me fulfill that one last wish?

a wonderful start to a wonderful day.
it's raining! =))
A cool and breezy day, though it's a little too cold. =P

I love rainy days.
I love cool days.
I love breezy days. =D

Actually not really, since there was once when I was completely drenched in the rain.
completely.
no strand of my hair is dry.
had flu the next day.
haha.

Anyway, just back from piano lessons.
Was rainin pretty heavily.
my tcher was soooo nice!
gave me chocolates for birthday present.
they are so not cheap!
choc coated raspberries sprinkled with coffee powder.
*drools*

will be goin sch ltr on.
yeaps.
you heard that.
poor Jasmine is going to sch later on for a full dress rehearsal.
on her birthday.
WHY?!?!?!...

fortunately, there's no homework in the weekend.
yipee!
mon sch starts at 9 and ends at 11.30!
oh man, the principal so totally rock!

Yesterday had listening compre o'levels chinese.
oh gosh.
never knew listenin could be sooo tricky and tough!
man.. I screwed it up. =(

den I went home and changed and met mum n sis to eat at jack's place.
yay. =)
we walked around and met dad.
we ate lyk pigs!
haha. ate soo much.
We had soooo much fun cos everyone was crappin lyk siao!
we laughed at practically everything. lolz.
with crazy daughters lyk me and sis, who won't get influenced? =D
ahahas.

one of my birthday wishes just came true.
yeaps.
that is for my family to be more united and everyone have fun and just eat together.
rocks totally. =)

Thanks to the following peeps:

Serene, Joyce, Yeeyan, Yubing, Angela, Zuhui, Jiayi, Ms Iris (piano tcher) for their wonderful presents! =D=D
you guys rock so much, it's UNBELIEVABLE!!! love ya lots!!! =)))
another 3 of my birthday wishes came true.
new pencil case, new wallet, ayumi's 'A' wristband.
AHHH!!! time to change my wishlist! love you love you love you guys!!! =D

Alan aka kaiming, Raphael, Cindy, Cousin Yi Liang, Siong Aik, Eunice, Eugenia and daddy for your wonderful birthday wishes smses!!! gosh. you guys rock rock rock!!! thanks for remembering. =D
soo happy!!! =)

Thanks to Karen for wishin me happy birthday in you blog. you so totally rock my sock! hahahaha. thanks gal!!! =D

Thanks Sin Ee and Gwen and Karen for wishin me happy birthday on frenster!!! woots. you guys are just sooo sweet! =D!!!

Thanks to my dear family for you wonderful presents!!! I love you guys so much, it's uncountable. hahaha!!!

Thanks to milo for being so so so guai on my birthday! First time leh! =D=D=D

Thanks to my fingers for being obedient and playing piano well for the first time!!! =))

Thanks to the weather for making it soo cooling and breezy! and the rain stopped! =D

thanks everyone and anyone out there who made an effort to just rmb my birthday. =)

okiez. shall blog another time.
sure hope today will be a smooth day for all.
Cheerios everyone out there readin this blog!


to all i listed above:
You're one of the coolest person life ever slapped me with.
no matter what the future holds,
I noe you'll oways be a part of me.
Cos as long as I have you,

LiFe RoCks.

Really sorry... had such a busy week that I hadn't had time to update blog.
So many things happened... can't really recall all of them. haha.

Sorry guys, these days gt severe moodswing...
Moody for many days...

Anyway, had o'levels chinese oral.
ahhhh.
screwed up everything pretty badly.
Was pretty freaked when sitting in the holding room.
all of us were lyk panicking and on the verge of dying from extreme fear.
FEAR FACTOR.

den we had physics test and got back chem paper.
As expected, screwed chem up...
but not as badly as I predicted.
At least I didn't fail.
Pretty surprised.

Physics test sucks.
Lemme see... hmmm... so what on earth is the percentage rate of me passing?
0.01%.
AHHHH.

will be having comprehension test tml.
pretty sian...
and our class is working on our class musical.
dun worry, I objected to be the princess and I'm no longer in the musical. =)

Had full dress rehearsal on wed.
was so tired... yet had to study physics...
It's both physical and emotional torture.

Having o'levels chinese listenin compre tml...
haiz...
everyone who noes me well enuff noes I gt hearing prob and can't hear ppl talkin.
so, this is my obstacle.
yes. hopefully I'll overcome it tml. =)

Saturday July 16th is gonna be so tiring...
piano at 9.30 den rehearsal frm 2.30 to 10...
I tink I'm gonna slp so soundly on sat nite.
but... but it's my birthday!!!
oh man... =(

Borrowed a Ji Mi's book.
I adore his books...
meaningful and cute. hehe.

Spent nearly the whole afternoon in the library.
look, we're industrious ok?
hahaha.

Had the shock of my life yesterday.
Milo walked under the sofa and refused to come out. =_=
actually not really... just that it she loves the sofa so much, they're seemingly siamese twins.
a guinea pig and a sofa. -__-'''

She popcorns.
yes. it's so sweet... =)

suffering frm lack of sleep nowadays...
zzzz...
I can just fall asleep right here.
no kidding. hahah.

Had chinese compo com today.
yikes.
tink I really wrote super out of point.
my title 'Feng de lian xiang' aka 'Thoughts of Wind...'
yes. so chim rite?
could hardly blieve I wrote this compo.
I tink it sucks big time.
haiz..
I'm pretty dead set on embarrassing myself these days.

Ms Seah, the new eng tcher, is lenient.
she's polite.
shall nt comment further. you noe why.

Played softball today for PE.
Gonna b graded this yr.
zzzz...
we were jus slacking arnd the place.
a bunch of naughty and obstinate slackers. =D

Piano sux.
I'm so not gonna make it this time round.

I'm not eliminated.
none of the choir girls were.

I adore slacking.
Tat's precisely why I came across this super freakin website.
relax. it's nt those liquidgeneration sabotage thingy.
it's purely strange and mysterious...
ppl who get freaked easily, I advise you not to listen to it.
It's a reverse version of 'Stairway to Heaven', a song reported to be a song which caused many suicide cases.. was on the news. yes. many ppl committed suicide after listenin to the song. nah. mayb jus rumors? haha.
u noe why?
the ans is in this website.
dun worry. I'm not dead yet. haha. but if you dun feel comfortable, i advise you NOT TO LOOK. =) for brave souls only.

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/stairway.php

for other ppl:
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/queen.php
pretty cool.
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/britney.php
pretty funny. haha.

oh my goshh! this is suppperrrr cool!!! must see!
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/noises.php

ahh I'm so stupid!
haiz...
I was typing busily away when I heard my dad come home.
Due to my greediness, I closed all windows (in my com. nt those u look out of)
and dashed out for dinner.
I gasped.
I turned back to undo the thingy.
I screamed.
I banged my head against the com.
yes, my entire entry's gone.
gone with the wind.
ahhhh.

moodless to type everything now.
just that had a rehearsal today.
nthg much.
mayb gonne get eliminated out of the serving thingy.
they used this pretty cruel method of choosing the 18 ppl.
They asked the 20 of us to write down what we would say when we serve the dishes.
choir is united ok?
we wrote the same thing. jus changed a little. xD

Recording thingy cancelled.
Mr Lai turned up today at the rehearsal.
For a while only.

Zoumei didn't come today.
We're pissed off by her reasons for nt turning up.
Huishan will replace zoumei in the serving thin...
haiz.. zoumei arh...
we're nt trying to make u sad or anything...
so dun b so sad le ok?
yea.. we were super fierce jus now...
but put urself in our shoes?

haiz...
anyway, sorry guys, but wont be smsing for unneccessary things.
Reason?
yes. my bill came. it costs over hundred.
haiz...
1000+++ smses.
I think I rock.

Dad's super pissed.
Who won't?
sorry, dad. I wont sms so much frm now on... *sheepish grin*

Mon we'll be having o'level chinese oral...
*screams*
The thought of it makes me freaked.
Gonna jiang hua yu frm now onwards.
yes jiang hua yu!

gt A maths test on mon too.
Tink I screwed my chem test badly.
E maths test i noe i wont get too high since I made some stupid mistakes.

Tml there's theory...
urghhhh...
today there's piano...
yes. I shall work hard.

Nxt tues gt choir.
Next Wed gt full dress rehearsal.
gonna wear gown.
sheesh.
nxt thurs takin ic photo. 'Down once more' by phantom of the opera. and phy test. goshh.
nxt fri hmmm...
nxt sat is my bday n full dress rehearsal entitled 'Day after tomorrow'
poor me haf absolutely no time to celebrate.
it's sooo nt good!

Milo lyks coming out of the cage to wander about.
she lyks to eat, drink, eat, drink.
she's a most correct defination of 'pig'
ya. she's one. =P

app. 15hrs to nightmare.

(note: nightmore = theory)

let's die.

today was ok.
nthg much.
Gonna be pretty bz the nxt week and this weekend.
sigh.

Today during chinese lessons we were divided into 3 grps.
my whole 'block', as Ms Seah calls it, have a terrific grp name.
we're the 'xiao niao' aka 'little bird'.
the nxt grp is 'xiao bai' aka 'little white'
(note: xiao bai is lai bi xiao xin's dog's name. lol)
the nxt grp is 'xiao hei' aka 'little black'.
haha. we were the grp with the least 'tiao' as liqian they all called it.
hahaha.

anyway, today had a 'heart to heart' tok (yy invented this)
with zuhui, joyce, serene, yeeyan n jiayi.
jiayi left halfway to catch her shuttle bus to her condo.
so cool rite?

We drank bubble tea cos we're super hot.
and we started talking really serious things.
SEE? we can get serious if we want to, mind YOU-KNOW-WHO.

Suddenly I feel grateful to have such supportive frens..
or else I think I'll go crazy frm thinking too much.
Really thank you guys so much... you guys are really really really fantastic. =D

Played captain's ball today.
It rocks.
Everyone had fun. =D

To Cindy and Serene: Hope you guys r ok. Take care and dun injure urself in games le. hehehe.

Suddenly feel lyk saying out my current thoughts in a small paragraph. original words written with my deepest feeling...

Why am I crying and feeling frightened because of you?
It is because of your painful smile bhind your mask.
It hurts me, it makes my pain become unbearable.
Because you're a symbol of fear
A continuation of a nightmare...

Nothing to blog but just felt lyk bloggin.
hahaha.. really sian now.
There's Emaths test on tis fri
A Maths test next mon
Physics test unknown.

Tis fri gt choir
Sat gt rehearsal. zzz.
Mon gt O level Chinese oral.
ahhh.
feelin pretty stressed over oral now...
freaked out totally.

Our form tcher is changed frm Mrs Chiang to Mrs Wong.
hmmm... no comments since tchers read our blogs. =/

Today was pretty funny.
Esp when they were shouting Boon Kiat's name as 'Boon keat', 'boon kit' n 'boon kite'.
Was really cracked up when dey called him boon kite. haha.

Realized i'm really pretty stupid.
yes. i've finally come to this realization.
I've attained enlightenment.

Liqian tricked me with the hand bigger than head thingy
I fell RIGHT INTO his cunning trap!
urgh.
I beat him up after tt.
Mrs Lim saw and smiled to say someone shld beat him up to wake him up.
Was really tickled and started laughin.

Was really amused by yeeyan's new skirt.
gt pattern somemore.
hahaha.

Serene and I went mac den KFC to eat.
we're pigs.
den we went to library to sit and talk.
It was really fun!
we were recallin all the events which happened during our lower sec days.
so funny la...

Overall not a bad day.
But really felt lyk slping this morning.
I freaked junliang out.
he tot I was a ghost.
LOL.

Tml's another sian day.
hmmm... hopefully no physics test?
nah. DEFINITELY no physics test.
nt gonna study anw. =D

Milo lyks ppl to stroke her till she slp.
Her favourite food: Carrot and house.
yes. she chews on the wooden house every single min.
ok la, nt tt kua zhang.
haha.
She finally dares to walk out of the house by herself.
Lettin her wander around the house soon.
She's really cute when she's curious.
hahaha.
Love her lots.

okiez. tt's all bahz.
still pretty disgusted by that person i mentioned in the previous entry.
yes. sooo hypocritical!
urgh. cant stand it.
but who cares?
I obviously dun. =D

AYUMI'S GORGEOUS HERE!!! ahhh! =D 

inuyasha in human form with kagome. so sweet. 

kyou blushin bhind the clothes. hahaha. 

yes! I love Kyou!  

ayu dressed up lyk a nurse? haha. 

my personal favourite. =) 

ayu's new song 'fairyland'. the song's really cheery and nice!  

to share some pics. haha. ayu's MTV 'Is this love?'  

alrite. I'm so freakingly pissed off today.

Listen, you think you're really so great? I mean, so what if you're rich or anything? Does that give you a right to insult others? I mean, get a life. Money's not everything in you life, is it? You obviously can't bring money into your grave after you die, can you?

You might think that you're the richest and the most powerful person living but I can tell you, what are you when you go around backstabbing other ppl? What's YOUR point in living? Badmouthing other ppl, even when you guys are, or maybe, WERE frens?

So what if you're rich yet with NO character at all? You should start thinking about what you say or else I'm telling you, you're gonna end up with no frens at all. It's pretty sick knowing all these things you've done. You might not know but many ppl out there know about your disgusting acts.

Cut it out, will you? I know it's bad for me to say all these things here and I obviously have no right to interfere with your life and all the things you do but, you're really too much.

What high class low class. Since you belong to the HIGH CLASS, you might as well enrol yourself into some private school and go around telling everyone how MIGHTY you are and get kicked.

Since the rest of us are the LOW CLASS, we oso dun wish to get entangled with your messy relationships with ppl around you from the HIGH CLASS.

C'mon la. Hello? 21st century's here and yet you're still here blabbering on and on about rigid class society. GET A LIFE.

If you're THAT good, THAT nice, THAT rich, THAT powerful, THAT influencial, THAT popular, you wouldn't have made so many ppl detest you. Most importantly, you're one person with no character AT ALL. none. kosong.

Put yourself into other's ppl's shoes when you speak. And think b4 you speak and foresee the consequences.

Really, to summarize the above point, I have 2 words to say to you.

YOU SUCK.

yes. Jasmine's back le.
nt the moody jas but the cheery n pretty lame jas. =)
alrite.. wat happened to the world nowadays???
everyone's facing so many problems... ya...
for those ppl, really, jus look at the bright side of life n the shadow will fall bhind u...
dun blieve me go stand facing a light source lor. =)

Still pretty worried about chem test, e maths test, a maths test n physics test..
haiz... but things will happen sooner or later de rite?
jus gif it a shot.

Today's sista's birthday!!!
happy 2oth birthday!!!
woohoo~ going out soon to celebrate... so happy!

Dun get shocked when u read this ---> I, Jasmine Lim, have yet to open my chem textbook to study! xD

did smthg super daring today.. shan't say cos ltr The One reads this... lolz.

bought this bendable wooden stuff for Milo.
guess what? she hides inside n will never come out ever again.
she's one stubborn pig.

lalalalala...
alrite la, gotta prepare to go out soon!

*jasmine the crazy hops off the chair and to her room*

tata!!

alrite, let's face it.
I'm weak.
Today I screwed up piano so badly...
I went in and played scales and I got every single one of them wrong.
I was startin to feel frightened, confused, worried...
I noe my tcher was on the verge of tears.
cos I've been one of her best students...
she really really really worked hard for me...
but I oways screw things up...
I really hate myself...

when it came to piano pieces, I played the first one.
There were mistakes all over the place.
After practising so hard, I get this kind of results.
She started talkin to me.
Tellin me to calm down and concentrate and blieving in myself.
Cos my greatest weakness is being nervous.
I was really helpless and felt lyk crying...
Cos I prac really hard...

For the second one, there was no improvement..
I really felt lyk banging my fist against the piano.
My tcher continued talkin to me...
I felt more helpless..

For the third piece, my best piece, I screwed it up again!
I hardly made serious mistakes for this piece but I cun continue...
Den she asked me lots of questions...
she encouraged me and told me I can do it.
I dun blieve her. I never will blieve her.
I suck and that's the only thing I'll blieve.
I cried. On the spot in front of my piano tcher.
I noe I'm weak.
I noe I'm useless.
U guys out there readin this can continue laughin at me.

I really tried my best...
I really really really worked hard...
Why... why lyk this...

I noe I'll fail.
I'll let down my parents, my sista who encouraged me, my tcher who spent hours coaching me and cheerin me up when I'm sad.
And I'll let down myself...

The last thing I need now is ppl scoldin me bcos of my piano.
I'm feeling really really really bad now...
Really feel lyk tearin my piano book into pcs and smashing my piano.

Why use it when you have no use for it?
Why take exam when you noe you'll fail?
Why smile when you're sad?
Why laugh when you're miserable?
Why play piano when you can't do a simple thing?

I suck suck suck suck.

URGRH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dunno anything anymore.
No. I'm very very sure of it.
ahhh. i'm confusing myself and everyone else.
U see, no means no.
No can never be yes.
u understand?

and as for the other incident,
even lq agreed with me.
u see, it's sooo impossible.
but i jus cant bring myself to say it...
ahh. i hate myself.

i dunno if milo's happy or annoyed.
u see, purring and annoyed sounds sound 99% same.
i tink it's purring cos she'll get very relaxed and stretch on the floor.
but still afraid she'll get hurt.
cleaned cage today.
lolx. she was really really curious and sniffed around the room.
she's ticklish. but she finally eats frm my palm.
she made me laugh lots.

Sang Humming 7/4 to her.
she wanted to sleep.
i'm so hurt by her.

Anyway, time table changed.
english tcher changed.
I'm really startin to wish Mdm Sia would come back to teach us...
when we're just startin to noe each other,
she has to go...
changes sucks.

A long long weekend.
den a long long week filled with tests...

really tinkin i'll get drunk if i continue eatin the chocolate.

gonna spend more time with milo frm now onwards.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
what am i gonna buy my sis for her upcoming birthday?!?!?!
jus realized her birthday's .... 2 days later?! *gasps*

my my my!!!
shit shit shit!!!

holy hell, gonna drag myself out of the hse tis weekend.
i need to buy smthg for her ugently.
EMERGENCY!!!

AHHH!!!

oh ya. happy birthday dear cousin yi liang~!

now back to worryin...
*pulls hair*

awww... she looks so preetti here lor.. =) 

ayumi a long time ago.. lolx. 

i did this by myself. photoshopped.. nt very nice but i did it lor. hahaha... 

Really dun feel lyk blogging nowadays.
I'm gonna be freakingly busy for the next week and the week after.
my schedule's packed. unthinkably crammed.
88th anniversary preparation, tests and more tests, projects and O'level Chinese oral.
ahhh. feel so so so moodless now.

Shhh. currently slacking cos I really dun feel lyk doing my Chinese oral homework. haiz..
I'm determined to complete my English compre summary but guess what?
I didn't bring my compre book home. -___-|||
I honestly dun mind if you call me stupid.

Gonna clean my guinea pig's cage later on.
Oh yes. Milo urinated on me last night.
good job.
I was about to put her back into the cage when she urinated.
haiz.
but she's finally ready to be carried.
haha. so happy.
she's really furry, u noe? hahaha.

Listening to 'Phantom of the opera' soundtrack.
sounds really nice.
Nowadays classes pretty sian.
I've got a pretty strong feeling gonna flunk this upcoming maths n chem tests.
haiz...
Liqian draws my hand almost everyday.
yes. how nice.

alrite. Can't slack any longer or else I'm gonna die horribly.

Just finished choir report.
I tink I rock. =) jkjk... so bu yao lian lor.

Junliang sprained his ankle n cun come to sch today.
haiz. although i really detest this insect,
I still think I shld ask him to get well soon. hahaha. he's gonna kill me if he ever reads this. pretty impossible.

alrite alrite alrite.
I REALLY have to go le. haha.
bye everyone~!

oh ya, btw,

*~HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR YI LIANG COUSIN!!!!! =D~*