100,90,80,70,60,50,40,30,20,10... Poor me. only 10 brain cells from all those TORTUROUS maths ques!!! Urgh. Anyone, jus grab a knife n stab me! Kill mueee!!! Depressed. So much homework.. let me just die... Sad. Now in love with Malice Mizer le. you probably can't find its stuff cos it's already dissolved. Pretty sick band with everyone dressing like zombies. ya. n the songs pretty sick also. But Gackt was in tt band.. very pervetic n sick n dark but NICE.

Getting really sian nowadays. no mood to blog or to do anything. Thinkin of the darn homework really gets on my nerves.. urgh. Choir sux cos i cant reach high notes. sorethroat la. ...so sian. nthg goes well for me. still got theory. Urgh. just let me die. And the thing with him is gettin on my nerves oso. AH!!!! I hate my life. I hate myself. This world is nothing but darkness and sadness.

Shit. seriously. now left 5 brain cells le.

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Au revoir. (goodbye in French)

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Hey hey guys! haha. Finally blogging, rite? anyway, these days won't have much time to blog cos my sis'll be using the com for quite a long time... yea. So sorry if u find that there r no new posts. =P. Oh ya, thanks Karen!!! for this wonderful layout. Love you! Still for Kyou now!! oh man, u rox Karen!!! =D!!! Anyway, it's the starting of a new school year already! Have too much to say but too little time n energy to say. haha. ok. start from the first day of sch...
Met Junliang n Yi Hang at the MRT and we went to school together. Brought nothing except a few exercise books. yupz. We were discussing about the new class and where to go etc. We walked in the rain cos they saw that people won't melt in the rain and really, if I use umbrella, I'll be like so... sua gu rite? so didn't and got drenched. All thanks to them both. Anyway, I met Peirong n Serene and Joyce at the canteen and went to the hall. Sat nxt to yh(was sabo) and listened to principal talk on n on n on n on... yah. so sian. Nearly slept. Then went back to class and sat with serene. Joyce sat in front of me n yeeyan behind me and peirong behind serene. the guys were scattered around. Den intro to new form teacher, Mrs Chiang. Ok la.. nthg much about her anw. Den saw new classmates lo.. Actually, i think it's very gd le.. i mean, really. although only have 15 girls and 6 are from our class. hahaha. The guys are pretty noisy. Especially Ivan n waihou. But, just to gao qi fen rite? haha. actually they're quite funny. =) Den go rapport building activities lo.. honestly speaking, not very fun.. so just play along. yup. den Valencia nt here cos she was injured. yeah... so new sittin arrangement came out. had to sit alone behind them... what the lor!!! was so depressed n kept persuading Mrs Chiang den was very sad... After that, went for choir meetin n went home.
Tues:
Was late for the train so took the late one and went to school alone. Met pr, ser n joyce again and went for flag raising. Nothing much there, except that I'm behind Kathy and in front of Joyce. Serene's behind peihwa and in front of weina. Joyce's in between me and yeeyan. yeeyan is behind joyce. =) Den we went back and saw our teachers. Some of them, anyway.
Form teacher: Mrs Chiang
Eng teacher: Mdm Sia
Maths teacher: Mrs Wong
Chinese teacher: Mrs Wang
Pure history: Ms Khoo
Elective geog: Mr Yeo
PE: Mr Chng
Physics: Mr Peh n Mrs Chiang
Chemistry: Mrs Lim
Social Studies: Ms Vidya
Moral Education: Mdm Sia
That's all our teachers. Actually, I like Mrs Lim the most. she's so funky and nice to us. She teaches pretty well too. And she's the one who decided to nickname me 'Jia Ci Mi' n Waihou added this 'Jia Sai' behind, which was my nickname when I was in lower sec. Created by one of the guys in class last time. haha. Dun mind, actually. haha. Serene was nicknamed 'peace' n Joyce 'joyful joyce' n peirong 'permenant resident' n Yeeyan 'fishball' n Junliang 'Jay Zhou' n Waihou 'Why n How' n yihang 'frog'. Personally, I prefer 'one line' or 'nasa'. More compatible. haha. watever. Started intro to class n lessons lo. oh ya. almost forgot.
3/8 committee:
Chairman: Eng Ngee
V.chair: Pei Rong
Treasurer: Cindy
Cleanliness: Wee Sze, Yihang
... a lot forgot le. haha. anw, we're currently working towards a 'one-man committee for Eng Ngee'. haha. everythin sabo him. hahaha. Poor guy...

Wed:
Can't remember anything. Just that Val returned to sch n she's ok le. =) Real glad to see her ok. Take care, gurl... love2. Now sitting next to Joyce at the first row. Which makes us three in a row. so cool. =). Serene nxt to Val, Pr nxt to Yy. Behind yy n pr is Kaisheng n Boon Kiat. Used to be yh n huang jian one. ya.. complicating ba? but really fortunate to be in this class... it's really nt bad. just that A LOT from NCC lor... A LOT....

Thurs:
Oh. we attended lessons again n was gettin more familiar. Ya. did the 12 o'clock thingy. And I SWEAR, I'll never enter the 5th level if it's not neccessary. I SWEAR. I regretted it... Sigh. Had to go for elec geog class n my class pp walked around the entire buildin and haha so comical. walked past my class 3 times lor! haha. went to 5th floor and past 3/2. WHAT THE LOR.. shouldn't have done that. there were so many dance guys there and well... you-noe-wat happened la. I was so wat lor. everyone was laughing. Ivan n Jun Liang n Serene n Yeeyan the loudest. HAIYO~~~ I swear that if I see him, i'll... well, do what i shld do. Like what I did to Dallan la. He was like kept saying u-noe-wat in front of me and I beat him with my Chem tb. and my hands la. Haiyo~. Sec one until now still nvr change. so big mouth. URGH~! I hate my life.

Fri:
Oh ya. watched Phantom of the Opera on Thurs, almost forgot. ya. IT ROX LEH!!! SOOO NICE~~~~. it rox. Loves the music and songs. rox . the whole theatre soooo cool~ very pretty. and very big impact when the chandelier rose. wuah seh. rox totally. Christine very pretty leh... n Phantom very poor thing... tortured n whipped to earn money for that evil man... he was born deformed... ya.. n he loves christine... n christine loves Raoul... yea. n so sad, I nearly cried at the end.. when Phantom let Christine n Raoul go... n smashed up all the mirrors and he was very sad. he cried when christine kissed him. I was actually very very near tears alrready... but just fought back tears... WANT TO WATCH AGAIN!!!! it ROX!!! anw, went to choir n sang sunset n ladybird lor.. and very sian. Felt sick in the morning.. sorethroat n a bit of fever. so xing ku.. no one noticed except joyce. she found that i'm very hot in CME n the stupid wind so cold.. i was freezing lor.. plus fever. wanted to die.. serious.. n nxt friday is AUDITION FOR SYF!!!!! I'm in for it... so scared later no voice cos sorethroat.. very nervous...

Saturday:
CCA extravagenza! whee. haha. we sang 'Ladybird' for the first performance n 'Music of the night' n 'Jap song' n 'Somewhere out there' n 'Hallelujah'. so paiseh cos many times zao xia lor... I was havin sorethroat. so bad lor. n today fell down at escalator. now knee swollen n whole thing turn blue black. Zou Mei... my sacrifices for you!!! haha jk.. den me. serene, yuntian, bernice n zoumei very funny. kept playing 'Concentration' in between the performances. VERY FUn. haha. we each had 2 numbers n very complicated. yea. guess wat, now only I nvr luan diao b4 leh. cos I trained le. played 5 numbers one lor. hahaha. so siao. very fun playin n talkin. AND DANCE was just nxt door. again lor.. went to watch mobile display n THEY kept saying u-noe-wat n calling me like 'Jasmine~~~~~???' I was pissed. so dun wan turn around. Hit Dallan again. hehehe. Evil me. Yuntian n me very poor thing... ya. u noe why. after that watched dance mobile display. AGAIN. the same thing happened. Yin Cheong, Dallan, Si Aun dey all la. Even Kaisheng looked up at me. booooooz. Went to KFC with yt n ser n ate KFC n rushed home for piano. wuah. prac for 15 mins teacher said it was not bad. hahahaha~ woohoo! Yea. den now typin away b4 my sis reached home. yup. so, well, tt's all for this week. hope to touch com sooner. =D.

Wish me luck for school on Mon. Sure hope this wont happen again. u-noe-wat la... =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE~!
hehehe.. finally, year 2005 arrived le. hehez. but honestly speaking, not much difference at all lo.. haha, jus seems like another plain boring day... Anyway, last night stayed up until 2 plus like that then sleep.. Actually, when I came back from my grandma's house, I was like sitting on the sofa with my sis watching TV le. Watched Kouhaku, the red n white com in jap. Ya noe? the J singers will sing den compete see which team wins. the red or the white. Aiyah, watching recorded one ma.. haha. Den watch until very shuang. Den watch Music Station. The recorded ones also.. hehe. Although recorded but still pretty nice. Watched Ayu sing M, Never ever, evolution. yeah.. den Gackt sang Secret Garden n Kimi ni blah blah.. cant remember. Den Kinki Kids sang Jonetsu n I have wings etc.. still got morning musume lo... lyk tt lo.. den Ayu very funny one, when she talk.. hahaha. Anyway, that's how I spent my New Year countdown. Den watched the Ayu n Gackt conversation. CHAO FUNNY LOR!!! Gackt called Ayumi, ayu-ayu chan den Ayumi called Gackt, Gackt-chi. so funny..haha. den when ayu put the 'act cute' sign, Gackt oso haf to pei he den oso do the 'act cute' sign.. haha. but he usually very cool one le.. hehehe. so cute...
Anyway, this morning woke up n ate roti prata n watched Mandarin top 20.. very sian lor.. den sis woke up n continue watching Music Station until 2 plus lyk tt den called Serene to ask her the bk reviews do wat. haha. finally, Jasmine starts to do her hw. Miracle lor. Den after that bathed den here am I, typing away. Yupz.. Nothing to do ma..
Listening to Ayu's 'Trauma' now. Yea.. nothing to do... haiz.. tomorrow got theory... Good lord. and monday got SCHOOL!!! URGH!!! dun haf the feeling to go sch at all lor... wan to slp late den watch tv den play com leh... anyway, heng last sunday finished the theory hw in class le.. if not can die oso...

Anyway, thanks Karen tons for this awesome layout. It rox n I love Inuyasha!!! haha. Actually hor, for ur info, if u put ur mouse over the inuyasha's picture, poof! it bcomes Ayumi picture~! so cool rite? actually if can put fruit basket too den very nice le. haha. and paiseh hor, the backgrnd music can't b heard. haha. And the paragraph on the top rite? Very mushy hor.. haiyo.. n really, startin to feel i'm very lazy lor.. Serene n Karen oways help me change layout den I like dun do anything except last time that Aladdin n Jasmine layout n that Autumn disappears thingy.. hehe. dunno how they find so nice one. So shi bai. :'(. Anyway, jus hope u guys dun spend ur new yr as meaninglessly as me hor! haha.. cheers~!

This time not gonna put ayu's pic le.. find until I tou tong. haizzz. =P

Happy New Year, everyone~! hahaha.
hereby sincerely wish everyone a wonderful happy new year 2005~!

time to say goodbye to year 2004 already...
Another year, another new beginning to everyone all over the world...
Whatever we've done wrongly, we can start over again... (really?)
Although today is cloudy and cold, in our hearts, is warmth and happiness...
People live, people die, people suffer, people laugh, people have fun, people cry, people are happy, people are sad, people get lonely...

People might seem small and easily daunted, but in actual fact, people are stronger than wat you think...

No matter how much you wish to end your life, when you stumble and fall, you'll still use your both hands to protect yourself...

Live everyday like the last day of your life~!
Cheeers, although i'm gettin emotional myself. haha. well, so, everyone out there,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Actually tis yr new yr pretty bad, since there's this tsunami tragedy going on out there... pretty sad.. ya. actually, expected some celebration but dun haf any. Dun haf broadcast oso... so tonight maybe just sit and rot until 12 den say happy new yr to myself den go and slp.. so lame lor... haiz. but no choice.

die. haven do homework le. hahahahahaha. anyway, now jus go back rottin lor... SO SIANZ!!! n inuyasha ended jus like that, the season 1. so sian. no continuation, no ending.. dun even wanna tink of it. bummer.

Not a very good new yr eve to me leh... hope tml will b somehow better ba.

Bye bye 2004~!

Hello 2005~!


the old ayumi..hehe.


ayu with her dogs.. so cute!

old ayu..

nice~

okiez, i'm mad! hahahaha! Ayumi rox my world..!