First thing, serene, sry for nt tellin u i'm going out. but tot i told you i wanted to go out on 30 nt 29? Nevermind, anyway, I'm sorry.
Second thing, Karen, thanks for changing my blog layout. Really thank you. But, I prefer the previous layout cos the entries clearer. Sorry... but hope you won't mind or anything, rite? And cos the music is gone... no offence. But it's cute and all just that I feel the entries not very clear like that... ya. Thanks for ur effort. :)
Third thing, year 2004 is coming to an end le. Just...2 more days to a brand new year le... just hope nxt yr will be a better year than this year. Time to reflect on this year. (i've gt this habit of reflectin on myself after everything I've done)
This yr has been a great year spent with all my frens and dear family. Especially the time I spent in school surrounded by all my precious frens of 2/5. This has been especially enjoyable and exciting. Everyday just leads to more fun and more new things. Yup. I used to dread going to school but everything changed when I entered 2/5. Everyday is an exciting day. Alrite, I felt my presence known in the class, which was something that I've never felt before. It's somewhat undescribably happy. Ya... so nostalgic yet enjoyable... The class united like never before. although we all had downs and depressed times, with the great amt of happiness, it's all worth it... I believe everyone will agree with me. =) At choir, it was never so fun n enjoyable in sec one. But now, everyone seems to b able to mingle around and have fun together. It's such a great feeling.. ya... Thanks to everyone for making this yr so enjoyable... sincerely, thank you.

My new year resolution...
Just wish the new year to be totally cool, fun, exciting n endlessly happy for everyone around the world!
1. Change my attitude towards things. In other words, be nicer to everyone.
2. Cherish everyone around me. Everything around me oso...
3. Be less forgetful. Try to improve my memory. haha.
4. Try to not get agitated over little things.
5. Dun tink too much.
6. Try to control my temper more. hahahahaha.
7. Eat more, slp more, grow fatter.
8. Grow taller.
9. Sms lesser.
10.Spend less.
11.Be more filial.
12.Treat my parents better.
13.Keep the room cleaner.
14.Love choir more.
15.Love Ayumi more.
16.Love Inuyasha more.
17.Love Fruit Basket more.
18.Love 3/8 more... try la.
19.Smile more.
20.Cry less.
21.Be smarter.
22.Be more hardworking.
23.Be more alert.
24.Be less deaf.
25.Be less blind.
26.Try not to anger anyone.
27.Love everyone more.
28.Stop thinking about him.
29.Be braver.
30.Be softer.
31.Be myself.

Everything I'll be doing each day, tat's y there are 31 of them. now, listening to Inuyasha ending song. 'My will' by Dream. ROX!!! haha. Love Ayumi n Inuyasha n Fruit basket n my frens n my family n my belongings n Fushigi Yuugi n Boa n namie n every little thing n do as infinity n so on...


inuyasha!!!

Ayumi!!!

Fruit basket! the guy in orange hair is Kyou!!!

ok, tt's all for now. Good luck for the coming year and best wishes!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alrite, sorry for not bloggin until now. hehe. Anyway, currently listening to Ayumi's Theme of A-nation 2003(for Avex Trax). Very nice leh. Very cheena. haha. Anyway, countdown 5 days to sch reopen. SIANZZZZ... dun wan to go to sch leh. very sian... Plus, the first day still got rapport building activities. Sianner rite? haiz... Anyway, on Mon, 27, went to Causeway point with Lingxi and Huiming. Yup. Missed them soooo much, ya noe? haha. So on that day, I was like hurrying out of the door when Huiming called me and guess what? my right slipper's thingy came off! and I was like halfway between my home and Yew Tee MRT station. For heaven's sake, how unlucky can I get? So i just dragged my feet there lo. Den huiming was like, alighted at Yew Tee especially to help me check around to see if there's any cheap slippers around the area. Love her, man. And she looked around, asked around, and realized we'll be late. So, we called Lingxi and told her we'll be late. At first, she even wanted to alight at Yew Tee also to help us one. But we told her not to. Save money. Anyway, we met at Causeway point and saw Lingxi's bro. 5 yrs old this yr. Very cute!!! He was like kept on saying 'Mo li hua jie jie!!! Mo li hua jie jie!!! (it means jasmine flower sister)' I was like laughing at him. Cos he's adorable. Anyway, we went in and walked around to search for slippers and ended up at Hang Ten and bought a pair of turqoise slippers. $6. I was heartbroken. $6 just flew away like this.
After that, we went to eat. We bought 2 hotplates of garlic chicken and beancurd and mushroom. Very nice!!! But still felt pretty hungry after that, so we shared a fried carrot cake and talked about our own schs. haha. After that, we shared a red ruby. Very delicious. =) After that, we went around and Huiming forced us to take neoprints. Lingxi was very against it and I was against it as well cos my wallet's empty. but haiyo, just gave in ba. So we took and turn out very very hilarious! hahahaha... After that, we just walked around den got bored and went to library and talked and talked non stop about sch, ghost stories in their schs blah blah.. after that, we went to KFC to eat. AGAIN. haha. Den we chatted about our pri sch frens and they were saying some of our ex-classmates became very bimbo. Like low waistband, low socks, mini skirts. haiyo.. and they liked to mingle with the popular crowd and when they go out, they wear spaghetti striped, mini skirt blah blah... some of our frens just remained the same. and Jane Quek, our third in sch for PSLE, topped in Maths in the whole level of Nanyang. What the!!! She's so smart, I can give anything for half of her intelligence. Siao!! And Doris, Andris dey all oso very very smart lor! Lingxi oso hor, but she's very humble, never even remind us of her being the top scholar in Rulang, with agg of 281, hor, Lingxi? she is the second or third in class in RGS. and with percentage of 78++++? siao lor! Even in Nan Hua I oso can't get that high. Why are you guys so smart?
Huiming oso, dun deny le... all so smart one.. in Nanyang and RGS lor... haiz. Me very shi bai leh. Anyway, when we left, we saw ANDRIS!! AND FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, SHE LOOKED BEAUTIFUL!!!! I mean it. Really chio lor!!!!! So much prettier than last time! OMG, Andris, you rox! She's smart, she's VERY chio, she's nice, WHAT IS THE WORLD BECOMING TO??!!!
Anyway, we left after that.
Actually, Lingxi rules oso. I mean, she's very pretty lor, compared to me, and her long hair's very nice. She's extremely nice. I mean it. Very humble one. Even if top our sch, with agg 281, she still hangs out with ppl stupider than her, like me... :'( She's really nice gurl... really nice. She's so smart oso lor... go IP programme.
Huiming oso lor, with agg 26plus, she chose not to take IP only. Den she's very very nice de leh. Loyal, frenly, blah blah. And learns Judo! very qiang. haha. ok
Jasmine arh... nothing lor. hahahaha.

Miss you guys... Looking forward to the next outing~!

Can't wait to get hold of the com to write about what happened yesterday, Christmas Eve. Let me tell you smthg, it ROX totally k? Totally. Everyone was so enthu, cheerful, high, happy. The mood was just PERFECT. haha. Ok, i'll start from the beginning.
At first, I was so damn busy making Serene's Christmas present, wrapping the xchange present, cleaning my room, helping out with the food n drinks stuff. Worried the whole day about what would happen later on. Will we fight? Will it be damn sian? I was EXTREMELY worried. But nvm la, just let nature take its course. =) After that, at around 0430, went down to the busstop to meet Si Aun. Then we walked up together den talked for a while den went down again to find Serene there. Then Serene and I commented on Si Aun's orange n red shirt. hahaha. Very bright lor. Den we went up to put the presents and came down to wait for Sharine, Yi hang n Jun Liang. haha. We were like playing with Serene's phone. Jun Liang grew taller again! Haiyo, boy arh, can dun grow so fast? haha. Then they started teasing Serene nonstop about eating cement and so on. hahahahaha. Very funny. Den we went up together and put all the presents together. then we went down again and walked around and walked to the playground. Si Aun, Jun Liang and Yi Hang were playing with shoes den kenna scolded by the woman. hahaha. You guys arh.. haiyo. Den we walked and talked and played and laughed all the way den Sharine, Serene and me tricked the boys into walking forwards den we ran up the stairs without them knowing. We ran and Jun Liang was the first to discover we were gone. then they ran after us. We were like so chuan den running very fast den in the end the boys outrun us den we were like wan to die le. Breathless. haha. Den we ended up at 711 den bought Slurpee. haha. Very nice. Si Aun paid for them. haha. We walked back and talked somemore and went to the other playground and saw a pretty big-sized girl playing with two big-sized boys. haha. Den they started teasing Serene again. hahaha. After that, we went back and exchanged presents! hahaha. We drew lots and took the presents. in the end...
Me-Serene's mini christmas tree
Serene-Yi Hang's dark choclates
Sharine-my blusher and eyeshadow
Si Aun-Sharine's rings
Jun Liang-Si Aun's $2 note.
Yi Hang-Jun Liang's dove choclates
hahahahahaha. nice. I mean, sorry leh Sharine, didn't want you to have the present one.. so sorry. It was meant for the guys one. haha. Anyway, thanks Serene. =) Well, after that, we played UNO and it was soooo funny! I mean, the game was normal until when Jun Liang was caught not saying 'UNO' and he had to take the whole deck! hahaha. We all laughed. Den yihang oso cheated den the whole deck his. Den until Si Aun there, he had to draw 28! hahaha. So funny lor. Den heart attack oso lyk tt. Discuss first den play one. so siao lor us. hahaha. Anyway, my uncle and auntie n 2 cousins turned up too. haha. very nice~ =)sorry for nt entertaining you guys. cos i've got a bunch of mad ppl to handle.. hahaha
After that, we went to eat the BBQ le. Went outside and took beehoon n otah n a giant bottle of green tea and the 6 of us shared. we sat at the staircase there together den eat and talked and laughed. Den there was a dog. A cute dog. Si Aun n Sharine went crazy over the dog den kept playing with it. Very tamed. cute~. Den me, junliang, sharine, si aun take turn pet the dog. Yihang n Serene dun dare. Very nice n soft leh. very cute. Den somehow we started discussing 'Inuyasha' and me and Junliang n Si Aun kept discussing about it den very engrossed. Den mentioned Priestess Kaede den say wat sag sag den wat cheese wat milk (dirty jokes la) den we all laugh until stomachache. haha. very very funny lor! everyone was luffing very loudly. hahaha. Yihang luff until spit out all the water den he had to go downstairs cos he severe stomachache le. hahaha. see him oso very funny lor. den everyone started luffin again. hahahaha. after tat, we took photos together usin my sis's fren's camera. haha. and very funny ones. =P. den we went downstairs to walk in the dark. Very scary but still very funny. Keep teasing each other ma.. so fun. =D And we sat at the playground and talked about many things le. and junliang n sharine n yihang had to go soon. so we went upstairs and played blackjack n the loser must put blusher on the face! hahaha. very thrilling and very fun! In the end,
I lost twice.
Jun Liang lost thrice.
Sharine lost once.
Si Aun lost once.
hahaha. den face very very pink lor. all thnx to the blusher la. haha. n den, jl, yh n sharine had to go le. so we walked them to yew tee n bought junk fd and went back. den we played dai di n serene won. haha. den sa had to go n we went to the bus stop wif him n the bus came and he went home le. den me and serene went back to my rm n started talking a lot of things and listened to recordings n called them to say merry christmas at around 12 lyk tt. very funny one. haha. den we continued talkin n sa called n we chatted until very late. den me n serene talked again until around 4 den slept for a while den woke up n talked and slept lyk tt lor. Dun wan elaborate too much. very long. tis entry. haha. den woke up n watched tv n ate n changed n went to Lot 1 with sa. den walked n ate mac. den went back n slack until now. den slept for a while. haha. nt much la. now very sian...
Nice christmas eve la. bad christmas day lor.. haiz. SIAN!!!

Special thanks to: Serene! for ur darling photobook! hahaha. you rox, and love ya!!!
everyone who turned up at the party (my sis's frens, my dear frens, my uncle n auntie n sheryl n melissa n my family!!!) u guys rox totally k. Without u guys, christmas eve wont be so fun anymre. really. hahaha. hope nxt yr will be better than tis yr's!
Mum n Dad: You guys rox the most to hold tis party. I love love love you!!! Thank you sooo much!!! *hugs very titely*

Lastly, myself!!! for doing nthg much. hahaha.

!~Merry Christmas n Happy New Year~!

*^~MeRrY ChRiStMaS everyone!!!!! ~^*
Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
Round young virgin mother and child
Holy infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace, sleep in heavenly peace.

Silent night, holy night
Shepards quarke at the sight
Glories stream from heaven afar
(paiseh forgot the nxt phrase)
Christ the saviour is born, Christ the saviour is born!

Ok, well, just wanna wish everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year! Feliz Navidad!

Alrite, Karen has been pestering me to update my blog, so I'm finally here to do it. Sorry for being totally insentimental as in saying fluffy stuff such as 'oh my god, i missed blogspot sooo much!' ok, lame. Anyway, today went out with Karen n Raphael to Jurong Point. The billionth time le. I'm NOT exaggerating, by the way. And I was late, so sorry Karen. =P and we went to buy clay for christmas present. what a creative me, eh? lolx in caps. anyway, we bought and walked around and met Raphael at the entrance. We were so. So blue, ok? 3 of us walkin in a row clad in blue. A wonderful sight to see. what a sarcastic me. Anyway, we went to LJS to eat lunch and bought this waffle fries in salsa cheese sauce. Fancy name but a plain fries anyway. We dug in and throughout the whole time, we were totally ticklish. Laughed and laughed. Karen nearly choked on her food. Gurl, be careful nxt time cos no lifeguard nearby. How funny. Duh in caps. After that we walked around I'll cut all these cos there's simply nothing to say about that, except we went to the following. Petshop, Puzzle shop, Giftland, Kopitiam(2x), Popular. End of story. K. We were seldom seen so quiet but there was nothing to talk about. Expected. So, we sat down and wasted time staring at each other and finally, we talked! For Pete's sake, WE TALKED! about sch, camp, ahem n so on. Yea, a boring day with an element of fun n laugter. Nvm, next time, we'll talk a few words more. Improvements are crucial to success of conversing without pause. What's into me today? I talk so differently. I'm wondering about that TOO.
tomorrow is Christmas eve. *celebrates*. I am. And I hope tomorrow will be fun. Dun,dun,DUN, break into a fight cos the line'll probably be jammed and I cant call the cops. Ha ha ha, what a humorous me. *coldness* My dad's on his way struggling to carry the bbq pit home. Poor him. Love you, dad. I do. Sealed with kisses and hugs. Errrrr....... fluffy.
Anyway, cut all the stuff about yesterday at Grandma's birthday party. Guess what? I never knew you could stick a candle into your hair but not yet burnt. I never knew until yesterday. My dear cousin looked at the candle so intently, his hair was touching the fire. Nothing happened. We were shocked. Hey, did you have a coat of non-flamming stuff over your hair. ha ha ha. what a miracle. they prepared a fire extinguisher nearby just in case. Neh, just kidding.
Yesterday yesterday went to Serene's house. Yup. This is one torturous experience cos my hair was totally, totally abused! Serene can be a hairstylist when she grows up. haha. Really. She is pro at hair stuff. Way to go, Serine! (tt's wat i call her, sounds cool)I loved sugarcane drink so much, i drank too! Woohoo. Way to go, Jasmine! Alrite, stop crapping. And we played the com. Looked at her baby photos. Oh my gosh, she looked soooo adorable! I mean it, k? hahaha. Serene, u rox as a toddler. Woohoo! Way to go, baby Serine! No kiddin, man. and we played with her hamsters (cant rmb the name. too long. haha) Her hamsters rox too. Oh my, they luv the toilet roll so much, hahahahaha. they kept climbing into it. woohoo, way to go, Hamsters!!! *stop it Jas!* my inner voices calling me! Alrite, sorry arh. Anyway, Serine gave me this real adorable music box thingy. Oh man, Luv ya man, Serine. Boy, you rox big time. Hahaha.

Diagnosis for Jasmine Lim Wan Qin: Split personality, incurable lameness, undetectable bug in her brain, affecting her thinking.
Cause: Ayumi being criticized too much. she cant get over it YET.
Conclusion: She'll be alright tomorrow when she use the blogspot.

Signed off,
Dr I-am-smarter-than-you!!!

paiseh arh, just playin around with this thing. Anyway, AYUMI ROX ROX ROX!!!

Hehe. This morning woke up to help my mum make gluttinous rice ball(dunno how to spell)aka tang yuan? haha, cos today is 'dong zhi' ma. haha. Happy dong zhi everyone! anyway, as I was saying,I was helping my mum make. Very fun leh. The dough is made already by my mum and I just need to help knead the dough and make into little balls. Wee, so cute leh. (dun xiang wai wai). anyway, the dough is pink. Serene will love it when she sees it. haha. And sorry leh Karen, no blue dough. lol. Anw, after that, I cleaned up and went to use the com lor. Anyway, yesterday went to many places with Serene. Here it goes...
I met Serene at CCK and we took the MRT to City Hall. Serene wore this very pretty skirt and her very pretty top. haha. so equals to very pretty Serene. ;) We reached Citylink and walked around. Cos mostly are businessmen and women, seldom see young ppl like us, so felt a little awkward. haha. And we decided to go to Suntec City and on the way, there was this giving out of fruit juices free. I was very curious and me and Serene went to take 2 bottles. And it tastes GREAT! haha. Love them man. And after that, we reached Suntec and went to eat lunch cos I haven't eat lunch ma. Both of us shared a signature fish and chips. Very big and cost $5. haha. and serene finished the whole saucer of tomato sauce and I finished the whole of mayonnaise tatar sauce, cos serene wans the ketchup ma. haha. And it tastes very nice leh. And we went to walk around and talked and talked and talked and talked non stop about many things. Then we took the MRT back to JE and went to IMM. haha, very qiang. Then we went to Mac to eat ice cream cones and continued talking. haha. Then we went Daiso to buy present for the exchange on 24th Dec. haha. We bought unbelivable things for them. hahahahahaha. wont disclose what. hahaha. later die arh. :P. then we went to take neoprint. haha. Got e 2 boys very naughty leh. kept running around. Anyway, very irritating but we took the neoprint le. (can see at Serene's blog). Then after that we went home lo. Had to cross stupid roads. And Very scary leh. haha. The car like gonna hit us like that. So got pretty frightened. Ok fine, laugh all u wan. haha. den we took MRt home lo. Den when I reached home, bathed and ate dinner. Watched TV and until 9, we went to Yew Tee to collect specs from my uncle. (he's the optician). Tried on my specs. And funnily, my mum's specs had a bit of prob and both of us swapped specs, I can see very clearly with her specs too. haha. hers is frameless one and mine was rectangle silver coloured. very stylish one. haha. Then we went to the night market there and bought sugarcane drink and shark's fin soup. haha. just bought cos very hungry. den we walked home and ate with my sis and dad and watched TV. haha.
Now come to think of it, I startin to dislyk my specs le. haha. k la. gotta stop here. later going to Serene's house. haha. k. see ya.

!~Happy Dong Zhi and Merry Christmas in advance everyone~!

These days feeling pretty tensed yet relaxed. ok, i'm talkin crap again. U see, there's less than 2 weeks away to sch reopen! sian diao. haiz... Then I'll be meeting new classmates, new teachers.. so sian... haiz. Then workload will increase, tests increase, stress increases... thinking of this makes me even more sian and worried. haiz. Time really flies leh, it seems lyk only yesterday when we just left school crying. Anyway, next year is going to be tough for me. Hopefully can still cope ba. And SYF coming as well. More stress. Less time to enjoy. :(. Audition coming also. Haiz... hope that MDA can all enter SYF. hopefully... yesterday theory was really bad. I didn't really understand... anyone out there, can tell me what are all the rules to Perfect, imperfect, plagal and interrupted cadences? 6-7, 4-3, 6-5? raise leading note to what? where? when? HAIZ. and at first tot 2/1 can relax at home before going to sch the next day, but guess what? Theory make up lesson is on 2/1 lor! !!!!!!! haiz... mayb, i say mayb, I'll be quitting theory. it's too difficult le. But practical definitely continue or my mum'll hack me into pieces. so will my dad. 4 yrs to go to finishing piano! Gambate man!

Not gonna write another essay already. Today sux. Urgh. Played the darn 'La Capella' (dunno how to spell) in front of another girl who came in front of me. Haiz. Sux la. Den just anyhow and the scales SUX!!! GEtting real frustrated over it. Now trying to calm myself down by listening to 'Winding Road' of Ayumi. Haiz... Sickening day all n all...and the stupid 'Le Tarantella' (duno how to spell) SUX! SO DAMN FAST LOR!! All quavers and the metronome speed is lyk 'Dotted crotchet=160' SIAN n SIAO! haiz... and tomorrow. Theory. For God's sake, I havent finish the damn homework given. I can't even remember. Sickening la!!! URGH!!! later i'm just gonna rot and jus now came home finding my room in a mess (just came to my senses) n looked lyk it's just ransacked. What the.... and the darn blogspot rots lor! and the whole com... URGH! Forget it, I'm just being frustrated... shit lor, now playin the darn Humming 7/4, which I dislyked... Sigh.. nvm about that, I'll deal with the com later. Just smash it into pieces. URGH! sai la...

Sick... This morning woke up with diarrhoea(dunno how to spell). Now still on going... Sigh. Every few minutes go toilet. My legs also getting jelly le. Sigh.. Mum said probably I ate something wrong. So sian lor. Can't go anywhere and do anything.. Lunch also dunno eat wat. :(. Actually wanted to ask Serene go out one but now cannot le. Haiz. Sian lo, stuck at home whole day, nowhere to go. Later Dad coming home early to check on me and if get worse he'll be bringing me to the doctor. Haiz. Must be that stupid potato chips I ate and that Slurpee I drank yesterday which made me until like this condition. Booz. Now waiting to go to toilet. Actually, I should just move into the toilet and stay there permanently. Haiz... No kidding. Ever since the chalet, something just changed in me that I have to at least sleep 10 hours before I can wake up. And I'll wake up with a terrible headache and dizziness. Last night slept for approximately 12 hours already. I tink soon I'll go into coma.
Yesterday night was finishing the Christmas card for serene. Sux lor... haiz. It's really awful, considering my art hardly ever got an A. Sorry leh, serene, but it's gonna be pretty bad. Although I spent much time on it. :'(. Maybe redoing. Haiz. Yesterday Karen came over and at first, I discussed something with Serene and Si Aun. Dun tink I should say in case... u noe. Den after that my sis came home and we rushed out of the room and acted innocent. Den we went to my room and listened to tapes. haha. Found the Serene, Joyce and me one. Listened to it many times. very funny leh. =D. Then heard the Karen and me one. and Serene and me. Myself. Me and pri sch frens one. hahaha. Love my old radio. hehe. Den we went to 711 to buy things to eat cos Karen starving. Just came back from toilet. Again. =(. Den ya, as I was saying, we went to buy potato chips and Slurpee cos Karen wan. haiyo, that pig. =P. haha. Then we went back and ate and talked and I showed her the letters and cards she sent me last time. HAHAHAHA! Her english was like 'Can you promised me somethings?' and 'I wished you would be prettier every month' and 'I'm so sorry house come to you so many talks' and 'I hoped you would like me'.. very comical. haha. Last time young ma.. lolx. Mine's no better. I kept a diary when I was very very very young. and one entry was like 'I have a sister name Jessica and I hate her because I want to die already'. haha. Kinda crazy. But that's me. Anwyay, we talked and went to eat dinner and Karen left at 8 and I walked her to MRT station. Her dad let her. But got angry. But cos her birthday mah... haha. That's all. Dun wan talk too much. Think I need the toilet soon. HAIZ!!!
Currently listening to Ayumi's Trust.

Hmm... currently eating 'Twisties'. heehee. =P. Felt pretty hungry and tired now, cos just came back not long from Choir Chalet. Woohoo! Choir chalet rox rox rox!!! Hahaha.. had soooo much fun den almost caused my worries to go away. So nice lor. Ok, this entry's gonna be quite long. Cos gonna describe the chalet experience inside out. haha. So here it goes...
First, when I heard Yuntian won't be going with us cos she felt feverish, felt quite bummed. Cos she's gonna miss the once-in-a-yr chalet lor, and wat's more, she's our dear Choir vice-chair lor. Hey gurl, must set good example one ya noe? haha. Anyway, I met Serene at Fajar and went to wait for her dad's car. On the way was talking about all sorts of crap. haha. Crappish but fun. =). When we reached, Claressa and Claudia came to fetch us and we went together. It was like so big lor! oh my gosh, the bedroom looked damn cozy and nice lor. It's a bungalow and 2 storey high. Love it man. Haha. Anyway, we unpacked our things and had to send Ferrarina off cos she had another chalet to attend to. Yupz. Then Serene, Claudia, Claressa, Aileen, Marcus and I went to the bowling alley to play bowling! Woohoo! haha. I had the third highest score and Serene got the highest score. *applause*. She was like so pro lor, first time already got a strike. Gave me quite a large amount of stress. Haha. Anyway, had quite a lot of fun. Pauline joined us in the bowling alley and we continued our game. Haha. Then we walked to the beach. Guess what, we actually saw a black snake slither past us lor! oh my gosh. we were all so freaked out and didn't really dare to walk barefooted. Haha. Then we walked in the muddy grass and ran to the beach and took off our slippers and started splashing sea water at one another. Sooooo fun!!! Hahaha. It was damn cooling and very fun! We attacked Claudia together den attacked Claressa. hahaha. Very funny. Then we started to get serious and collected seashells. Damn pretty. haha. den caught a few hermit crabs. haha. And claudia went around taking photos. haha. Anyway, we walked our way to another sandy part of the sea. The sand was sooo soft, it was like walking on carpet. Very nice! and i drew one 'Serene' thingy on the sand. Very nice. And we went back, although got a lot of seaweeds on the way. Love the sea...
After that, we went back to chalet and bathed and I convinced my parents to let me stay overnight. Woohoo. Love you, Mummy n Daddy! Anyway, had to convince until I go mad. She was quite pissed off, though. =P. After that, we went to barbeque and watch tv. Fun. haha. After that, went to eat and sat in a row. Marcus was so nice lor, served us food and drinks. hehe. bu kui is Claudia's bro. haha. Aileen had to leave and we sent her off... Pretty sad. Wanted her to stay one.. haiz. but nvm, gurl. After eating, very full and went for a walk around and played at the playground. hehe. Den walked to the arcade and played some games. Marcus so nice, gave us tokens. FREE. haha. And we played many games and Serene n I went crazy over the toy machine thingy. And we managed to get a yellow coloured Carebear of love. and we named it Lovely. Love it, cos the first toy i ever got from that darn cheating machine. Haha. Den we went back to the chalet and went upstairs to the room and played Taboo. Very fun lor. and we made a lot of noises. haha. oh ya, Mervyn and Bingying and Cheryl joined us and 9 of us were playing. Laugh until we stomachache cos very funny. Kept playing and laughing. Had so much fun and it's really cozy and comfy together on the bed joined together, playing. Den Claressa said got prisoner escape from Changi prison.. we were so freaked out and got scared. Cos the chalet is at Changi. Marcus bluffed us lor. But actually dun haf. hahaha... Den we played Heart Attack and went mad cos very very fast! and we played UNO and they called Lovely 'Chucky'. Haiyo... haha. Den we went down to watch 'White chicks'. Was very funny and some of them wanted to sleep le. So slept cos very sick. Headache lor.. haiz. Woke up and slept. Woke up and slept. Set alarm 5.15 ring cos go see sunrise. Den in the end we went and was very sian... Very dark and scary. Kept together and was damn sian there. Waited n waited.. played the number game and got more sian. Went back to chalet and slept. I slept for a while and woke up. Serene n I woke up earliest n went down to get something to eat and drink. Den went to playground there and ended up playing UNO at the staircase there. hahaha. Pathetic. 8.30 went to wake them up and we went down and quite tired and sian and sleepy. So we went to the cafeteria there and ate bao. haiz.. nothing else. Everyone very sian like dat cos nt enough sleep. Den we went to rent bikes and sent Cheryl and Pauline off. Great and loyal choir members. haha. The bikes was the only part I regretted... I actually rented the bike!!! And we cycled non-stop from Changi to Marine Parade there. lyk east coast. What the. Me and serene almost dropped dead. Very siao and tiring. Felt like dying lor... honest. anw, went back and ate char siew rice. Nice~ and watched Sesame Street. haha. After that went to bathe and return the bikes. Then went back and played Dai Di. Mervyn very funny lor. hahaha, after '2' still put one '7'. haha. and after that went to take the shuttle bus to tanah merah mrt station and ended up here. haha. Very tired! Just yawned and sneezed. haha. and lastly,

CHOIR CHALET ROX ROX ROX ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh man, I just love my sister. First, she spoilt the com. Next, she repaired it. How nice of her. Haiz. anyway, for the time being, can't go on MSN anymore. Something bad happened to it. Dunno why not being able to access MSN messenger. What the... Anyway, later on will be going to Fajar to meet Serene and we'll be going to Tanah Merah mrt station to meet yuntian. Den we'll be going to the choir chalet together. Yay. haha. Anyway, these days a little moody... Currently listening to Ayumi's 'My name's WOMEN'. One of my favs in her new album. Rox. Anyway, my sis successfully downloaded the entire album. Heard every single song. Really gonna recommand 'My name's WOMEN', 'Walking proud', 'Replace', 'Catcher in the light', 'Game', 'Inspire', 'Moments', 'Carols', 'Liar', 'Honey'. The rest can't really recall. Hehehe. Anyway, I really dislike 'Humming 7/4'. Quite sucky. Very irritating also. Anyway, her album is very rocky. Cos her songs all sound about the same. Rock one. Then 2 songs 'Wonderland' n 'Kaleidoscope' is instrumental one. No one singing. But 'Wonderland' rox. Got children laughter. Sounds like those funfair kind of song. But in the end there got quite scary...cos got many ppl laugh in an evil way. sounds like clowns laughing... Dunno how to describe. But really let you think a lot... Just got this feeling.
Anyway, just wondering why am I moody. Cos there's this rumor spreading around that 'My story' will be ayumi's last album... Which means she'll be leaving the music industry... Made me really worried... And sounds quite true, esp when she announced that she won't be going to anymore award ceremonies, after one award ceremony when she cried really bitterly while singing 'No way to say'. And she say she won't be going on many interviews and all. Sounds like she's about to leave... Really. If she leaves, I dunno what am I gonna do. Sounds quite ridiculous, but I might even be temporarily depressed. It seems like forever when I started to idolize her but suddenly she leaves like this, it feels like losing one part of yourself... Kinda sad... Hope it's just a rumor. Please...
Really, nt exaggerating, but this news really hit me as if I failed my exam. Haiz. Anyway, these days I became quite weird. dunno how to describe,but I'm starting to get weird dreams about my friends whom I have lost contact with... Dun understand why. But gt one dream I remember quite clearly. Didn't wan to say at first but jus share... Ayumi was performing on stage. 'Walking proud' was playing. I was the only audience and sitting on a chair like the one I sat on in the Nafa Acadamy Theatre when I went with Serene, Clarissa and Aileen to the choir xmas concert. I was in front and she sang until she cried. I went upstage and hugged her very tightly and started crying. She sang until the end of the song and said 'sayonara' to me and smiled and disappeared... I was left alone on stage with her band still playing 'walkin proud' and I woke up and found myself crying... Oh man, seems so true... haiz. Shldn't think too much. But one weird thing was...

I didn't hear 'Walking Proud' before. but I dreamt of the tune of the song. When I heard the song, I was absolutely sure it matched with that in the dream... scary... yet sad...

Just having liked you, just having shared happiness with you, even if you had to leave, it's all worth it...

Today is a day of emptiness... Anyway, this morning, I was watching tv, as usual. Den mum told me I've to go and visit my grandma with her. I was like, ok lor, anyway, gt nothing better to do. After watchin finish 'Angel Song', 'Greatful days', 'Because of you', 'Ourselves' PV on the TV (thnx to 'Memorial Address'), went to change clothes to go there. So we took the MRT and reached. Saw my cousin, Qian Ru, and started talking and chatting about sch life for her. She was like pretty relaxed about it and her favourite way to kill time in school was to beat up guys. Hahaha... Anyway, she was using the com and we were lyk browsing through her ayumi's pictures. Kewl leh. Got some I dun haf. haha. She promised to send them to me. Anyway, we're both Ayumi freaks, so does her brother, Bryan. haha. And after that, she was like playing this com game and her bro just came home. Then 3 of us were lyk squeezing in front of the com and she started killing the creatures. Seemed quite realistic. Anyway, had fun. Then Tiffany came when I've got to go. Duh. So I left with my mum to Causeway Point to look for this Christmas tree my mum wanted. U noe, those that have lights? Very nice one. In the end can't find. So I went home and mum went to work. Haiz.. poor her.. sometimes do feel bad about it that she works so hard and I work so hard to spend away her money.. sigh.
Anyway, now here I am staring at the com lyk an idiot, typing away. Very sian lor... But just came across this ayumi page about an interview. Read before for lyk... 100th time. Not exaggerating. Was about how Ayu feels about her career and discuss about her albums. Anyway, for the ppl who dun really noe about her, she's raised by a single mother. No dad. Yeap. She has four dogs—two Chihuahuas, Crea and Melon, a Yorkie named Ringo (Apple), and Marron [the dachshund]. Crea is the one who looks just like Ayumi. Haha. And so, her pen name is 'Crea'. Lyk when u see the music composed by 'Crea', yeap, that's her.
Anyway, after reading the interview, can get to noe Ayumi deeper. And realized that she's really a woman worth respecting...
http://www.ayumi-hamasaki.org/ayumibb/viewtopic.php?t=179
Worth reading. Haha... Anyway, later gonna go to this christmas choir concert with serene and other choir girls. haha. Gonna wear a skirt again. Sigh... That's bad news. Anyway, these days not bad la. More of good news than bad. Everything's running smoothly... What I always wished for. =). Anyway, darn it. I can't go MSN cos there's some prob again. AGAIN. haiz...

For u guys' info, the background music currently is changed to 'LOVE~Destiny' by Ayumi Hamasaki. Hehehe. What a capricious me! Anyway, 'LOVE~Destiny' was the song which changed my mind about Ayumi. And this was the song which led me to be so AYUMI crazy. haha. Enjoy this music. But a pity is tt it's the karaoke version. Booz. Anyway, the credit goes to... *drumroll* Karen! haha. Thanks, gurl. =)

LOVE ~Destiny~
Lyrics: Ayumi Hamasaki
Composer: Tsunku
Arranger: Shingo Kobayashi, Yasuaki Maejima


Eternity really doesn't exist.
I wonder when I first realized that.
But I'm prouder than anyone else that
the days we spent together weren't lies.

I've lived up to now. Although the length of time is a little different.

Just having met you, just having loved you,
even if we can't share our thoughts, La La La La... I won't forget you.

Why, even though it hurts so much,
can't I think of anyone but you and I want to be with you?
But I'm used to how I think of even small
things as happy memories.

Even cliches and meaningless words, if they're said between us,
have meaning.

Just having met you, just having loved you,
just having shared our thoughts... from now until forever...

I should think of you as proof that I live without taking my eyes off of truth and reality.

Just having met you, just having loved you,
even if I can never see you again, La La La La... I won't forget.

FINALLY!!! I can finally use the com plus go blogspot le... *celebrates*. Haha... anyway, planned on smthg but things are not turning out the way it should. It's driving me crazy now. Who? What? When? Where? URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry... just feeling very frustrated about it. Anyway, these days many many many things happened but jus dun even feel like going into detail. Actually, honestly, dun even feel like saying anything... Just that yesterday went with Serene to Orchard to watch movie. 'The incredibles' cos I asked her out early to help me choose present for Joyce. Haha... so in return must accompany her watch movie.. haha.. It's not bad really. The show. Very funny and nice. After that, we went around Heeren to look for 'A' necklace. But can't find. Startin to think my sis trick me one leh... Anyway, looked at many things and went to THIS fashion twice. hahaha.. and bought KFC to smuggle into cinema. U noe e cinema? We were lyk waiting lyk idiots den realized the theatre is at the 6th level. Haha. Serene realized it. She's so smart. hahaha... Anyway, just got to know that poor Karen gt LOTS of gb prac.. really LOTS. Haiz... even on her birthday.. Poor girl, cheer up. Can still go out one rite? :)Anyway, Tiffany's birthday is oso comin le. 12/12. Gonna give her a present. Won't say what. Haha. in case she reads this. =P. Anyway, wish her a happy birthday in advance. lolx. 14 le leh, my dear cousin. Haha...
Choir finally ended and real glad, although G.R.R threatened to chase ppl out of choir room nxt time. Siao. And audition coming le... Afraid can't get in. Den can say sayonara to my CCA points le... haiz.
This morning watched 'S.O.S'. Very nice and touching lor. Haha. I especially lyked the last sentence the guy said. EVERY TIME. 'Dakara kimino koto wasurenai yo'. Sooo damn touching lor... Fukada Kyoko and Tackey (gosh. forgot his fullname le. haha. anyway, jus need to noe he damn handsome can le). Anyway, Ayu's new album is coming out! Very excited. My sis say she'll b buying. Shld b anyway. haha..
by the way, gt hold of 'Fruit Basket bk 15'!!!! YIPEEE!!! hahaha. Read it. Totally perfect! Although in front very sad about yuki's past. stupid Akito la.. Den they got this Cinderella performance after their EOY exam and they used drawing lots to decide the character. In the end,

Cinderella-Hanajima (Tohru's fren? The black hair with power one?)
Prince- Kyou (hehehe. this arrangement rox. love kyou!!!)
Step-sister- Tohru (dun fit, rite?)
Step mum-Mu xia nan. (the yuki fan club gurl)
Fairy godmother- Yuki (hahahahahahaha...)

the play was damn funny lor! I was like laughing every few minutes cos it's too funny! And all the costumes were made by Ayame! haha. Tohru looked damn pretty and Kyou damn handsome. anyway, quite abvious now that Tohru lyks Kyou. Really. Cos Kyou hold her hand her whole face turns red and blushes. But when Yuki holds her hand, her face no expression. Den she waited especially for Kyou after sch and played with Kyou at home cos Kyou stole Tohru's script den dun wan return her. hahaha.. Very cute. Cant wait for Book 16!!!
Sorry guys, kept blabberin about Fruit basket. hehe. Got overexcited. But kyou really rox, especially cos he gettin more mature in the book n more handsome and sensitive to other's feelings, esp Tohru. He's really caring towards her. Which the anime dun show.. so bad.
Well, noe listenin to Ayumi's 'Close to you'. Very nice... And anyway, Ayu's new album is called 'My story'. Is 2 yrs after the last album 'Rainbow' le, excluding 'Memorial Address' since 'Memorial Address' is only a mini compilation. The new album rox k? And the cover's damn cool. The album consists 17 songs. First time so many. Haha. Go on rocking, Ayu!

Album title: My story
01. Catcher In The Light
02. About You (just heard. ROX COMPLETELY!!!)
03. GAME (This is a great song, worth listening!)
04. my name's WOMEN (Heard a little. Not bad. Sounds lyk 'Inspire')
05. WONDERLAND
06. Liar
07. HOPE or PAIN
08. HAPPY ENDING
09. Moments (Heard this for the 100th time. Very nice and touching song)
10. walking proud
11. CAROLS (This is a nice sad song. ya noe e music u hear now is this song?)
12. Kaleidoscope
13. INSPIRE (of cos gt hear b4. Love the PV for this. :))
14. HONEY
15. Replace
16. winding road
17. Humming 7/4

yupz. Anyway, tt's all now. Bye and take care everyone. =)

Heng today blogspot more ting hua or i might get rash and dump the com out of the window. Serious. Stupid blogspot. Always dun let me update one. And stupid com. haiz...
And sorry serene, can't tag u. Cant see ur blog... dunno why. See? Stupid com again... haiz.
These days so many things happened liao. But very sian to say everything. Just that Singapore Idol was a disappointment. Tot Sly might win but turn out Taufik. But read Newpaper today. They say Sly's music career will be more concrete and Fik's will me quite rocky. Haiz... Oh yah, talking about yesterday. A bad day overall. Went out with my frens to send off my fren who's imigrating to San Francisco.. Haiz.. leaving one by one... Nothing much to say about it. Just that b4 we entered the house, we promised one another we won't shed a tear. And we succeeded. All we did there was to eat and watch Xmen 2. Sian rite? Haiz... Won't go into detail.
Came back in the evening and watched S'pore Idol. Had a severe headache and felt like vomiting. Dunno why. Den when the results was released, I almost threw up. Felt soooo bad lor. My head was spinning den very painful. Felt like dying. Mum sais probably cos I too nervous. But... nervous about what? Piano? Oh ya, piano. Guess what. My teacher threatened me lor. She said if nxt lesson dun play properly, she'll ask the teachers to come and listen to me play. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! What the lor! Felt so sick.. haiz.
Reached home and watched TV. Last time recorded one. Haiz... Sian mah. Dunno who keep hacking into my account. Sian lor. Den that person blocked many people. Dunno who.. and Karen said she saw me online when I'm not even online lor! And when I came online just now, the person blocked the ppl again... Siao lor.
Haiz.. Anyway, now, the background music is 'Carols' by Ayumi. Cool rite? Thanks to my dear dear dear dear best fren, Karen!!! Hahaha...

To Karen:
Alrite, gotta repeat what I told u here. ok, gurl, first, u must noe that I'll never never never leave u in the lurch. I say it and I mean it. We've been best fren for 8-9 yrs already. U noe me well enough inside out and I noe u well like I noe myself... It's really a long way we've come, and there's still a long way to go... We've been through our bad times, when we quarreled almost everyday. Remember? But we overcame it and got even closer... The great times we've had.. I'll forever remember. U must too, ok? Remember what I told u? Even if everyone leaves u, I'll never ever leave u... ok? I mean what I say...
So do take care of urself ok? Dun make me worry le. =D. Friends till eternity.

Now, let me share 'Carols' lyrics. The lyrics of the backgrnd music...

CAROLS



Do you remember the first day we met even now?
You looked abashed, hanging your head
And turning your eyes away

I wonder when such a manner became so dear to me
It makes me feel a little nostalgic
Don't you feel so?

Many seasons have passed by
With quick steps since then

(*) When the white snow colors the city
Let me stay by your side
Though I may bother you
Again and again

We talked overnight about our future and the moments
I felt they were so dazzling
And precious

Tears welled up in my eyes
When I thought it would be nice
That I could forgive my past some day

(**) When the white snow melts
And the city becomes vivid and colorful
I like to keep you closest
To my heart

The days we couldn't understand each other and parted
The days of tears, the days of smiling faces
Whatever may happen and whatever mood you may be in
I'll always accept you

(*) repeat

(**) repeat